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Tuesday, August 3, 2010 { 10:51 PM }

                                                        Bo Gek dear! ahaha!
It's been so long i blog! heh heh.Cause im lazy and just lazy. These few days i help Bf to pack his things to move to his new house..it was then i realize, moving house is so troublesome,tiring and cost so much money!
But I'm happy for him cause after so many months of improper place for him to stay, he finally got a proper place and pretty room to live in. =)
I don't know why, but i miss u suddenly now.. hmm.. cause sensitive pig fall asleep already! :(
so many things for me to do yet undone.. very stress but I'm not doing anything about it.oh gosh. =/
i need motivation! but then, i need money too! aahahhaha..
okay, i have nothing in mind to type already.
Gudnight dear rotting blog! :)

Wednesday, May 26, 2010 { 11:42 PM }

so broke . Sigh :(

Monday, May 3, 2010 { 11:05 PM }

I've been so nonsensical recently.. Giving dear so many nonsenses and craps, but i wanna thanks him here.. I feel so lucky and blessed to be with him and he's always encouraging me when i feel discouraged and down. When i got blister on my feet because of the shoes, so pain that i can't walk properly during school, he is so sweet to travel from his school all the way to causeway pt and buy me a flip flop from checks to give me a big surprise by waiting outside my class to let me change out of my painful shoe. Isn't that so sweet of him? that was his first time to come to RP, and he managed to find my class which is so impossible for the first time thanks to Geraldine's helps too! hahahha (: ..When i was about to go home and suddenly see him outside my class, at that moment  i feel so surprise, happy and touched for what he done for me. i gave him a happy smile and he gave me a cute smile too!
So yes, that moment of surprise is video down in my brain and heart from that day , i was smiling and laughing all the way till i reached home after dinner. haha, thank you baby! (: 

I remembered clearly all the things he have done for me, really. and i really appreciate very much.
Baby, thanks for treating me so good and super nice. i know i have been rather bad and and very bad recently, im sorry and i feel really guilty each time i make u sad. sorry!!!
love you very very much! :D

Friday, April 23, 2010 { 12:03 AM }

sometimes,it's just better to keep everything to yourself. Saying out doesn't help at all time. Awful life.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010 { 1:26 AM }

i have no idea why i still mind about her so much, i really dont know why! I shouldn't ask so much and it's all nonsense that i have ask. Stop it wendy quek,u're truly retarded!
Hmm, i'm a rotten person, i need somebody to cut that rotten part of me away so that i can be a shiny and pretty apple tat makes everyone happy when seeing me. school makes me feel cranky and lonely at times. I hate going to school to study, got to drag myself out of the bed to bath and then school. I miss holidays and days spend with bf.

Thursday, March 18, 2010 { 8:20 PM }

i'm always being position after ur frens. yes, that's what and how i feel always.

{ 3:01 PM }

Long time since i blogged. im busy and lazy at the same time. Above are some pictures that are scan from rthe neoprint. Its been ages since we took neoprint together. hahhha! So that day suddenly have the urge to take and yes, very happy! hahahhah.
i love holiday but i hate working. i love being with baby but i hate leaving him alone when it's time for me to go home. that kind of feeling suck.
Love to see messages by him when i wakes up and it make my day so happy! Having breakfast with him is one of my greatest joy though its just a few hours but i cherished every single moment of it.
He's sweet to me when he know im havin cramps. He ordered hot soup and warm milo for me. Yes, i'm very touched by all these little things but it's the thought that is more impt. I appreciate every single little things he does for me and i feel blessed to have him.
He came to gimme a little surprise when i'm working, aww..im very happy but yea i hide it to myself . HAHA!
Okay, i miss him and i keep talking about him. im crazy but i mean all my words here.
Dear failed his FTT and im kinda surprise, i thought he was joking when he called me but its true. Don't give up okay dear! Do well for the next FTT, u can do it ! (:
I hope u read this post because its been a long time since i update and i dunno if u're still keeping track of my post here. haha!
OKay. i shall stop here.
Goodbye .=)

Tuesday, February 9, 2010 { 12:31 AM }

Just one word to describe how i feel, 'stressed'. Just four more days to go, but four tedious days. =(

Friday, February 5, 2010 { 2:11 PM }

i know im not the best friend best date best gf best daughter. in fact, a really bad one in all aspect.
i always know....that imma really bad friend.
its weird. but i never really try to do anything abt it.
at least, not enough, not enough.
i always thought im good, as a gf.
yea, i really thought so.
self denial plays a part.

{ 12:15 AM }

i have never failed to make him feel pissed.. yes, not something to be proud about but i feel damn bad damn bad damn bad. wendy quek, when will u ever be not so irritating?hmm. im trying very hard to study, but  its so hard so hard. freaky shitzzzzzzzzzzzz!=(

Tuesday, January 26, 2010 { 11:43 PM }

I will update soon, maybe tml. Cos I'm too tired today. :D
come back tml to read when I update k? Hahahaha! No idea who am I talking to also.. HEHE! Byebyee :D

Tuesday, January 12, 2010 { 1:30 PM }

Hello peeps! :D
In class now, so so so sleepy and i don't feel like doing anything cos it's physics and i don't understand and i'm not motivated to try to read or understand it. I have got a strong feeling today class will end late cos its PHYSICS PHYSICS.. hahahha..
Okay, i know i just came to school and rot my time away, no choice, cos i need my daily grade to help me pass my gpa.
Oh yes, i'm very very happy cos after reading baby's blog, i feel that i'm not useless and yes, im smiling and crying when i first read it. Am very very happy cos he know i love him and he love me.. hahahha..okay, i sound like a retard..LOLs.. To be frank, i keeps going back to baby's blog and read it again and agaiin like crazy cause everytime i read it i'll feel good and smile to lappy's screen. HAHAHA!
Thank you for being a great bf, u're not bad at all.. :D  Your post meant alot to me cos all the words came from the bottom of your heart and i really appreciate it very very much. <3

U're great in many ways u didnt realise it. Others might think differently of u cause they don't know u, but u definitely are someone im proud to know and be together with. thank you for loving me and i love u dearest! :)














Presentation is gonna start soon and i have no idea how i will be like a clown later on.. haha..

Thursday, December 31, 2009 { 8:17 PM }

hello! :D
Long time since i last update in here. This is the last week of holidays already! Time pass so fast and i wish holis to be extend though i'm dreaming as it will not happen. LOL.
I spend my whole of today at home and rot. Cos baby is working and i can't meet him as he ends at 10pm. I
miss him but i don't blame him at all cos we suppose to meet after he finished his wrk but he need to wrk till 10pm so .. it's not his fault, it's his company's fault..hahahhaha! I'm enjoying my day at home today and baby is wrking outside.. He's sick yesterday and today he got to work , he must be tired to the max! Take care my dear boy! drink lot of waterrr..(:
  Yesterday, dinner with my family and baby is nice! hahahahha.. but the food so so only except for the la la which is much more tastier.Most important, baby enjoys too? hahahhaha..
Its new yr eve today! later at 12mn, will be a brand new year again! i hope everything goes smoothly in 2010 for every each of us! 
Advance happy new yr to u all!! :DDD

Monday, December 14, 2009 { 12:13 AM }

i miss you still eventhough u hurt me with words.

Friday, December 4, 2009 { 11:16 PM }

 
<3
Heyo people and my dear blog! Time to update~
Been quite busy recently. Did not done well fot UT1, instead i done really bad. HAHA!
UT2 is next week, and i'm so afraid of it. i don't know how will i score in the next test.I just hope to pass and i'll be happy already.
Spend these  few days with baby and i really enjoyed and love it. it's really awesome!<3

Baby is moving house real soon and it's tomorrow. He don't like it and i don't too, but no choice. We're all grown up people, we couldn't say no just because we wanted it.
I learnt how to be in others' position and think already. I totally understand baby's feelings now. He don't feel good or great at all. My heartache whenever i see him dazing when he's alone. He's thinking of things and i somehow know and can feel he's not feeling good.But, it's no point of me to just feel sad and bad.Instead,
I should stay by his side and accompany him and that's the best thing he need right now.
When his mum accuse him and nag at him, i do feel the pain too but i can't say much. But,i can say that aunty really wronged baby, cause he already done his best and i can see it.
He even washed the clothes and cleared mickey's poos and peees today which it's his maid job last time.
 Yes, and i'm proud of him for what he did though it's not winning a competition or what. .

Bear with it for the next few months.Trust me, u'll get through  it soon. i'm with you and u're never alone.
big big hugs!(:

I don't feel like doing RJ at all. the question is so shitty.
Okay, gudnight people..(:


Tuesday, November 24, 2009 { 9:55 AM }

Some people laugh , And some people cry.
So when U and HER(R) are laughing, i'm crying.

i can accept if it's not so often like every single day. But it's not.. Both of u are msging with each other everyday! freaking scary and i feel so GOOD.
No mood for anything. Super late for school today..Didn't want to come, but yea, i came for the sake of jie ying and ming hui and Zi ya..
  I know u need a good friend to talk to, but must it be everyday? just like a daily things u need to do? Am i invisible to u? i maybe childish at times but i definitely am not childish everytime. Stop using this reason for msging her.You make me feel so useless and just useless. Need another gal to be like more useful than me.
I'm pissed, sad and disappointed. I'm sorry if baby u ever read this post. I'm exploding already. i seriously am.
I wanted to lock this post but blogger can't unless i make my blog private.
This kind of feelings suck. i just cant seem to stop thinking over it.
I guess no gf can accept their bf msging with the same gal everyday? And if one day i don't mind it anymore, means there's something wrong already..

I'm seriously down down down. :(

Happy birthday my dear ZI YA! love u lots! (:

Sunday, November 22, 2009 { 11:32 PM }

What's wrong with me.. Feels so uncomfortable.. =(
Rahhhzz~~

Saturday, November 21, 2009 { 11:29 PM }



Heyo ! time to update..
Hmm..Went to Sim Lim square yesterday to send baby's adapter for repair, suppose to go alone but i don't know the way there so i asked baby to accompany me there.
They need five days to get it done, it's like so so long for just adapter eh..
Okay, after sim lim we went to his mom's place to slack awhile as we have no idea where to go.. Everything was fine but something really make me feel so down when i saw a name that appeared in his inbox.. At that point of time i was confused and my mood was all gone. i kept quiet and not being myself after that.
Trying to tell myself i'm alright, i'm alright as i don't wanna let him know about it.
But i failed, my stupid tears appeared at the wrong time =.=. i thought i can hold back, but i can't.
   He knows i'm sad and yes, he gave me all his care and love througout the day. thanks and i appreciate it. (:
You actually know i mind all these things, when i thought u didnt know..lol, im slow and dumb.  Yes,when u asked me" u scare u lose to her?" i can honestly say yes because i feel that i'm so much worst than her. I feel inferior and low confident.. but.,. nah.. (:
  I will give u all my trust and love, but i just need more time . trust me.. (:
I love the feeling yesterday when u send me home..it's so lovely and sweet., thanks baby. :)
Everythings is cleared now. i will not think on the negative side but instead, i'm moving on and making a bright future. I think better now i guess? hahhaaa.. my little brain works at time.

Boy, do u know? U're still the perfect bf  in my heart. it never changes at all..(:
I love u,ur singings,character, and your everythings except ur farts.. hahahha! 
Nobody is perfect, so don't blame yourself for ur imperfect. u're excellent in many ways just that u didn't know. U're so kind always.. and remember  u're not alone at all.. Many people cares for u my dear! (:
I'm imperfect in many ways and yes, u know all my imperfects ..hahhaha! =)

  So, let all smile together. ^^

Friday, November 20, 2009 { 12:25 AM }

Heyo my dear bloggy! did not update for a few days already.. Laziness strike me down..HahaHaha..
I will update maybe tomorrow or sat? Say till as if got people reading my blog like that.. Lol!
Okay, Gudnites people!

Sunday, November 15, 2009 { 11:06 PM }

Nothing much happens today.:)   But there's alot i wanted to say but it's not convenient to say it in here.
I was pretty disappointed and a little upset when i know she and he is still msg-ing each other. I thought they stopped but yea. I'm wrong, very wrong.
I pretended i was okay at that point of time but i'm not. People always says in chinese" opened one eye and closed one eye"..I actually does that myself.  haha..
   But, im not going to care, not not not not!! wendy quek, come on! u can do it. u definitely can!!Just ignored and u'll be fine though it's abit tough. But try! try try!
  I wanna go shopping, shopping shopping ! . but im so broke recently.. :(
Tomorrow got school, can i not go? i wished so .. hahahha!
Got to go, ciao! ^^




I'm such a failure. a super big failure.

{ 1:29 AM }

i kept it all inside myself. though i need so many answers to my questions.
i'm tired. gudnites my dear blog! thanks for being my listening ears my lovely blog!

Saturday, November 14, 2009 { 12:40 AM }

  heyo my dear blog!
UT is finally over! less stress for me already, thumb up! But still, its not the end of it as there's still things troubling me. Gosh, why can't life be peaceful and trouble-free for everyone? i feel so pissed and stressed today, keep on feel like crying when i dunno why and the reason behind it.Raihana said i have got a gloomy face today and im somehow glad as there's people who care about me.Thanks Raihana! Thanks Eileen and fudin for sending me resources for maths! thank you very much! Though i don;t really know how to use that excel but i can keep it for next ut uh..(:

  I noticed there's slight changes in my thinking and thought as well as me myself. i don't know what the little changes in me exactly but i hope to find out though. After maths ut today, walked to mrt station together with jie ying and then we went separate way.Jy went to her grandpa's house and i went to amk hub to meet baby. Wanted to catch bear bear to de-stressed myself and in the end, i wasted baby's money instead.=/ Cause it's so hard to catch as the catches didnt use any energy at all,it just touches e softtoyie and up .=.=
But, i feel happy still even though we caught nothing.lol.
   
  Baby wet to BQ to drink so often nowadays, but yea im not the past me. i wont nag at him. It's his freedom to do so, i can't ask him dun go so often as i dun think he'll ever like it. I learned to think better now though when i'm alone i may be emo at time but it's part of growing up. I just hope that one day, what i wished wil all come true but i guess i'll have to wait very long.. haha!
Been listening to some same old songs again and again. it makes me feel calm and better when listening to it.
Okay, i'm done with all that i wanna type it out.
I'm off to sleep, gudnites ppl! (:

Though i never say anything, but i'm worry for u everytym u go drinkin. 
be careful my dear.
imissu though i just saw u  few hours ago.
gudnites (:

Friday, November 13, 2009 { 1:01 AM }

Bad bad day! i nearly lost my darling lappy today! After class, went lepak at school canteen with jie ying awhile. We sat down and chat and ate some snack while waiting for ming hui to end her UT. When ming hui reached, we decided to go home and that's when i realised my lappy is gone. im feeling so lost at that time, and i tried to recalled where i put at.And... its in the toilet. JY and me rushed back to the toilet and checked, but its gone. I was almost going to cry but i didn't cause i feel really lost and scared. searched e whole canteen and cant find it. Finally, Jy and Mh suggest to go to one stop centre and checked if any kind soul helped me send it to there.

   Rushed there, and asked the admin people for help and yes, they said they did received a lappy just now!
I felt so happy at that point of time! But they need to verify if that's really mine=.=.. Really thanks the girl who found my lappy! thank you!
   I also wanna thanks MING HUI AND JY! they are more nervous and scared for me when i lost it..Jy run everywhere to search for it. thank you! i love both of u! They know i'm very scared and comforted me while searching. Yes, really thanks!=)

    Dad found out about the accident things and yes, he's super angry. felt so stressed when he asked me for the detailed. and yes, got scolding and mom dunno about it yet. sis is so stressed but i cant help much. Her face for the whole day am so restless and stressed.=( yes, i wondered what dad will say when he see it tml.
i know he's angry, its natural.. But i hope things will get better.
Tomorrow is MATHS ut, and yes, i just look thru toll problem 2 and i stopped.it's like nothing get in my head at all.
Okay, i going to sleep already. Very very tired.gudnites ppl!

imissyoubaby.


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Thursday, November 12, 2009 { 1:52 AM }

  Had Bio UT today, wasn't that hard ,but same old thing as chem, i dunno how to do even the most simple question. I know and have a feeling that i will do badly for ut1. study is just so hard and tiring. i did study but idk why it cant get through my brain and stay inside. Just like what my dad said, i need to change the way i do thing. I'm slow in whatever i do, eating,drinking,studying,doing work and etc. But, it's hard to change overnight. im trying hard to change to a better person. i'm really trying. But people around me dun see my effort in doing so.

  Okay, something real bad and scary happened today. I serously dislike those typical malaysians who speak like a babarian and shouting like a crazy woman. and those typical malaysia bengs. It happened so suddenly, i was scared by e scene and i cried. i know i sound useless but my tears just roll down so naturally. i feel so hopeless and helpless, i cant help my sis and how i wished papa were there and scold the crazy woman up, down ,left and right.
I thought of calling dear at that tym but i didnt cos i guess he's sleeping and dun wished to disturb him. And so, money is what people love. so realistic and argh.
I know she'e feeling real bad and scared.. But i can't help much cos i dun hv savings. i'm so broke recently. i spent all my money. i spent all my money for this week pocket money and even spend all that i have earned by helpin parent. Today is only wednesday. Nevermind! I will get to earned 80bucks on Sat & Sun.. Money can  be earned back, no point getting troubled over it.

   This coming friday is MATHS UT! i'm terrified and yes, feeling hopeless. Maths is never easy for me at all except when i'm in kindergarden? LOL. Just a word to describe" DIE".


i wished that u'll get well soon!
i wished that a smile will appear on ur nick soon!
i wished u're happy every single day!
i wished that ur dreams will all come true eventually.
i just love u so much that idk how to describe it out. 


Monday, November 9, 2009 { 11:49 PM }

Another Ut being ruined today, which is chemistry. It's not hard i can say but honestly, i dunno how to do! Out of so many questions, i only know how to do ONE question and guess what? i thought i will get full mark for that question but... i made a careless mistake as i did not read the question properly. =.=
  I feel like really crying after the test but it's pointless cause i'm the one who did not make the effort to really sit down and study seriously. So there's no point pondering over it now. I'll just try my very best for the two other UTs which is Bio & Maths.
I sleep most of the time in class today as i'm not feeling well plus i'm really sleepy. Faci saw me sleeping and he even asked me am i alright cause my face looks sick. hahhaha!
I just done my RJ and Evaluation.. Everyday do the same old things which is so super lame.. hahahha!
I hate tomorrow module( physic) cos that faci is super nagging and always release us late , be it breaks or ending of class.
I dun wanna be late tomorrow, so hopefully i can wake up on time!hahaha..
Okay, gtg. Bye ppl!
Gudnites(:

Thursday, November 5, 2009 { 10:33 PM }

Hey people!
I had my PHYSIC ut today, just one word to describe it " horrible!" .. I totally have no idea how to do those questions when i read  through it, tried using all kind of formulas i can remember but still.. cant find any answer to it! =/
Feel so like crying while doing the test cos outta all e questions, i only know how to do 1 or 2 qns which is like what have i been doing these five weeks in school?! hahhahha!
I feel super sleepy and tired today in class, fall asleep when other teams is presenting and when i wake up, they already finished presenting. hahahah!
Furthermore im late for class for about 6min? FACI MARKED ME LATE! hahahhah! should have take my time if i know she's gonna marked me late.
I went straight home after UT today, it's raining and i waited for 169 like so long to get to woodlands interchange.while waiting, i feel so tired and lazy and actually feel like cabbing home but i didn't cause its a total waste of money and so i waited patiently for e bus..
Reached home, i took my dinner and awhile more i took a short nap. hahaha! its so fattening eh but i dun care cause im tired.. hahaha!
And i finished my Rj early today and here i'm blogging and crapping.. waahahahhahha!
Geraldine Goh, thanks for all the encouragements u gave me.. u're loved by me! <3 ^^
Okay , gudnites people! :D

Tuesday, November 3, 2009 { 9:07 PM }

Had my cognitive UT1 today, no idea how i have done but i really have no idea what all those qn is in the test. I just do my best and submit it as soon as i finished. Next will be physics UT on this coming thursday. Im afraid as i dunno anything about physics, i can't remember all those formulas. Its not like what i've been studying in secondary but more chim version.. Blame myself for always not listening in class.
Tomorrow is my dear ming hui's birthday! had a little and small celebraion with her during second break! Hope she will like the present i gave her and the card. it contain what i really wanted to say to u. (:
Cause i feel that birthday happens once ayear only, so its worth it to let the person be happy on that day no matter how much i spent and all.
Its been a few days since i last saw him, therefore went to find him after my ut today. But when i reached, that pumpkin fell asleep already but i did not wake him up. Guess he's really tired cause he snored. LOL! So, i went home after awhile.
I wonder if pumpkin miss me? hahahaha..
Actually, i feel a little disappointed but.. nah.. it's not important. At least i got to hear his sexy snore! hahahaha!
Did not eat dinner today as i dun like eating alone. ate one stick of my fav ice cream just now. nice! (cos my fridge only got ice cream=.= )
Okay, got to do my RJ and evaluation. bye people!

p/s : ignore my previous posts. switch my blog to private to myself cos i dun wan these posts to be seen.but. no point avoiding.  i'm feeling much better? hmm. k, ciaos! 

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Monday, November 2, 2009 { 9:33 PM }

i miss you alot alot. i miss the gentleness u treated me. i miss the jokes, chatting over e phone with u b4 i sleep, eating with u,going to movie together with u, hugs and many more. Now, it don't anymore. Everything is getting lesser ..but no point complaining cause its childish of me to do so. what i have to do now is " don't find faults , but find remedies".  u're gettin more fierce and harsh towards me. idk if u noe and realised it but it do hurts.='( im weeping in secret where everybody is sleeping soundly. What u said yesterday was harsh and hurtful, i was actually so surprise to hear that from u. but it really came out from ur mouth and i have to accept the fact.
U  love me but why did u have to hurt me with words and actions ..perhap it's all me that created all these craps.=/
life is not friendly to me these few weeks. it really am not..
i love, miss you but i  cant say it as and when i wan anymore cause things is not the same as before anymore.
i can only say it thru here. i love you and i miss u ! did u hear me?baby!

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Sunday, November 1, 2009 { 9:29 PM }

i'm depressed. tell me what to do.
someone just took a knife and stab in my heart. its painful and i could feel the blood bleeding profusely.
It surprisin to hear so many things which really stunned me to e max. from you. its surprising and very hurting.
i feel so useless and a failure.
im just like a old piece of torn cloth now. no value at all. people can do watever shit to this piece of torn cloth.:'(

Saturday, October 31, 2009 { 11:55 PM }

i had a bad bad fall today :(.. painful nowwwww...... bad bad day!

Thursday, October 29, 2009 { 1:05 AM }

WENDY QUEK! YOU'RE DAMN STUPID AND REALLY A RETARD!!!
why why why cant u be good and not create any trouble? why why why? go and die wendy quek! rahhz!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 { 11:40 PM }

Today is 27.10.09(:..  Those who know me will know why i love this day cause i met this particular person that make my life become more wonderful and pretty on 27/10/05.
He's Gary Tan, the guy that i love so much excluding my dad and bro. He's different from other guys, he dun do sweet talk but he show it with action which i think it's so much more sweeter. He tolerate all my stupid nonsense and treated me with care. He will ask me to drink more water and eat veges when i poo blood out. He will be sad when i'm sick and not feeling well. He will know it when i'm sad when i did not say out. He know i love soft toy and he will catch it for me. He knows i hate eating chai kuey with garlic. He knows that i'm most afraid of pain and medicine. He knows that i dun eat raw stuff. He knows that i can't eat laksa due to rashes. He's the one who intro beef to me and now i dare and lyk to eat beef at time. He knows that i'm super sensitive to being tickle. He knows almost everything about me.
I'm glad to meet him and be with him.loves!<3
I prepared a small little present for baby, but idk if he'll like it ma. It's not expensive or pretty, infact its simple and common.  i personally think that its not the price that matters, but the sincerity and heart to it.
I really hope he'll like it and not find it lame.(:
I hope that baby would not give up his dream. continue to strive on and i'm sure one day, u will succeed! =D
B, i llove U!<3

Monday, October 26, 2009 { 9:36 AM }

I'm in class now. Freezing to the max! My pigu is about to burst and tear soon, feeling so hot now. LOL. i went to the toilet for the third times already eh! =/  dumb pigu i have. haha! Today is maths module, headache!
Maths is totally not friendly to me, i can't understand and absorb well. I hope i dun go to the toilet later to poo again eh, my butt is burning. HAHAHHAH!!

Okay, got to rest since its break time! :D

Friday, October 23, 2009 { 1:08 AM }

i cant sleep i cant sleep! rahhhhhz. How i wish i could take away all the troubles and unhappiness from u and u'll be happy once again. miss ur smile and  ur contagious laughter which i will always luff if i hear it..haha(:
Cheer up my coconut. see you lyk this, wo hen xin tong. hao xiang hao xiang pang ni,  ke shi wo hao ben wor. =/

Thursday, October 22, 2009 { 10:50 PM }

I didn't go to school today again.Its the 2nd time for this week. Overslept and woke up at 1pm. Feel so guilty to stay at home when i should be in school studying. So yeap, i stay the whole day at home doing basically nothing, like watching tv ,listening to songs, surfing the internet and sleeping. I feel that the time today pass so so slow.
Its been a long time since i really sit on the sofa watching the tv by my own, haha! I even watched the taiwanese drama that my dad love to watch whenever he's at home. LOL! I always say that that drama is stupid and yet i watched it today. hahahhaha!
Parent is not at home, the whole house seem to be feel with emptiness. i missed them. (:
I eat more today, ate ice cream(my all tym fav) and chocho bread.Its my first time eating choco bread, its nice and yummy. Thanks god that i have a bro and a sis. When i woke up today, nobody is at hm except me. feel so alone but when i'm using the lappy halfway, i heard somebody open the door, Its my bro! Somehow feel so happy to see him back home. hahahha! And yes, im so lazy even to go down and buy dinner for myself. Till 9.30pm plus plus, sis tapao food back for me! i love the feeling of people tapao-ing food for me,the feel is just so sweet and i appreciate it(:. Thank you my dear sis! =D
Yayyyyyyyy,i don't have to do RJ ,quiz & evaluation today! =DDDDD

P.S. Imisshimsomuch. (:



{ 12:56 AM }

What's happening to me these few days? If i ate too much, i will start to vomit out and feel uncomfortable. Tummyache, therefore i go to toilet so many timeeeeee... Butt is tearing apart soon! More worst is that,i don't get hungry so easily anymore.. =.=  WENDY QUEK is so so so so uncomfortable now! :(
Will update on my bdae soon though dun have any big celebration or wat. But i have got  many many good frens!

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Monday, October 12, 2009 { 10:07 PM }

Long time since i update. Okay, pretty much things have happened. New semester start for a week already and this is the second week.  It's more tiring for this new sem as all the modules seem harder and more chimology. Can't seem to really absorb all the things that i have learnt. Met new classmates but i still miss W46A very much, sometime when i'm doing ppt and going to toilet, last sem memories will just naturally come to my mind. Awww..(:
Okay, everything is fine now and i love it this way. It's Peace and love now(:. Feel that im so stupid during the quarrel, regrets. but wat done is done. So, i shouldnt brood over it. I should change for the better instead! =DD
For today, it's maths module. Once again,i'm always rotting during maths cos i cant get it at all=/. Hopefully, my maths Ut grade will improved for this sem.
Okay, i got to do RJ alr. bye all(:
GUDNITES(:


I'm sorry for those hurtful things that i have say.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 { 7:07 PM }

Hello peepo(:..
Had a great day yesterday, went out with coconut and we went to watch The ugly Truth!(:

                                                              Nice movie to watch, so peepo, go watch if u haven!:D
Yes, was feeling rather emokid last few days, but its RAINBOW after the rain! :D Throw all the sadness and unhappiness away and stay happy and crazeee!(:
Yesterday, ate the jumbo chicken drumstick.It was heavenly niice and i'm thinking about it now.. haha! The delicious yummy sushi also, yum yum! Coconut love it too! LOL..
Yesterday after ending the conversation over the phone with coconut, i slept and i dreamt that i was still on the phone with him. LOL..and i was amazingly talking to myself and keep on " hello dear"..HAHAHA! i'm so retarded!
Okay, nothing much to say already..
bye ! :D

Monday, September 21, 2009 { 11:52 PM }

Unbalanced / Unequal...  Perhaps , u didn't realised that. But , deep inside me, i feel it. :( 
rahhhhzzz.. feel like shouting all out and out.. left only happiness in me.. throw all the unhappiness away..As far as possible. Aww, i miss dearest ah yang so much as i did not see him for a long long time.. Must sort time out for ah yang also..heh(:..



i feel so so so so .. hmm~~ =/

Friday, September 18, 2009 { 11:00 PM }

Done something which i shouldn't .. And yes, i have stupidly succeeded in making a person pissed off. :(
Told myself hundreds and thousands of time not to be so childish yet, i still did it.
If these goes on, i think i will be making my life sad by myself.its okay if i'm sad, but i make the person sad as well which is so bad of me:(.. Wendy! U're turning 19th in a month time yet u're still so immature and childish. :(
Rahzz.. i hate my childishness!!:(

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