♥ ItsmeWENDY :)

Thursday, October 18, 2007 { 4:53 PM }

My PRACTICAL EXAM IS A FAILURE!!!!
Well..i shall work hard for my written paper instead..sad...
I miss GTJK....Hahas..=)

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 { 2:39 PM }

HEY!!:)

yesterday was a fun n happy day yea..though had to spend money on e consultation fee..hais..i dint wanna do e scan at all de..cos if it came out as dangerous how how how???im timid actualli..

dear sae im rough!!im sad to e core..but im not..reli..i jus m not...i wanna be a niced gal too..it has been a long u didnt praise mi..but as day goes by..u were criticizing me..i have mani bad points in ur heart..hais.. well..im a failure yea..my own bf does not tin well of mi too..saddened..well..but its okie..i will kip on improve n improve..cos im just not a perfect or can i say im not even a normal gal at all to u??

well..i hv lots of questions in mind..

why m i becomimg more n more irritating??

why m i becomimg so lazy??

why m i becomimg so rough??

why m i so lousy??

why m i so ugly??

why m i so not quiet??

why m i so dependent on u??

why m i so stubborn??

why do i hv so mani mani questions???

WHY WHY WHY????

Can anyone help mi??

hais..well..e ans is...IM JUST STUPID N USELESS YEA..

best answer to it..

Exam is round e corner yet i haven reli study for it..wats happening to mi??

instead im waiting for dear calls everynites..im mad eh..widout his calls..is lyk..i feel so lonely n moody..

well...i dunno wat to sae...

ytd i took sum photos of dear..i tin is beautiful yea..=)

O..ya..tml is practical exam!!!omg!!! hahas:)

Monday, October 15, 2007 { 1:12 PM }

Today mom,papa &bro went thailand for their holiday..hahas..so only left sis n mi at home onli..yeepi!!but when dey are not at home..tis home seem to be so quiet n lifeless..i reli need sum noise..i lub noise!!!hahas..Now i m at home alone waitin for dear sis to come back...im feelin so uncomfortable..flu n sore throats!!!i hate it la!!!and..the next will be fever...hais..i hate it!!!!!!
im feelin so sleepy though i just wake up..my head feel so pain..n heavy..
Wat shall i do now?im so sians sians sians !!!!
'O' level is reachin soon..firstly is e practical..18oct..well..mean its in 2days time..i haven even prepare..wat e hell m i doing?
Maybe i just dun have e hart to study tat y i didnt reli prepare for it..but i mus study cos i dun wanna failed e practical..cos my sci sux so practical cannot be sux...lols...
last few days i hv been doing maths tys n studyin history..well..i can say is tat..tats too mani things i reli dun understand..esp maths..simple questions i oso dunno how to do..tats terrible !!!
Tomorrow i hv to go to e place tat i fear most..hais..i dun wanna go but dear say go is better..well..i mus be brave,go n check n dun tin so much..hais ..
Tat day dear went NSC.. n remove his warts..walao..e liquid nitrogen was damn wonderful..its damn pain n dear could bear wid it..BRAVE DEAR!!see him suffering i felt kinda pain too..but i onli can acc him n talk to him..so tat he wont tin of e pain..=)
well..i shall stop here..its my sleeping time again..hahas

Wednesday, October 10, 2007 { 9:15 PM }

SiANS SIANS SIANS!!!! I feel so bored now now now!!!!wendy is going mad soon la!!!! today in e mornin when i was sitting dowen drinkin ice milo waiting for ming hui ,bernise n zi ya...A veri old uncle who look so pathetic ask for money..he ask for $1..cOs it wasnt a big sum of money he ask for thus i gave him..cos im a reli soft hearted gal yea..when i see those old ah ma n ah gong sellin tissue when i hv money i will buy cos dey reli so hardworkin lo..i pei fu dem n pity den at e same tym..:)

well..today onli four of us went to skl onli(me,ming hui,ziya & haidah)..WE represent e whole of 5NB...lols..sitting at e parade square lyk an idiot...hahas..

So i didnt get to slack today cos onli four students..its hard to slp slp slp!!! hahas..

Today both ms milissa & mrs matthews ask mi why dear didnt go skl for so mani days..hahas..i jus ans dem"gary is studying at home"... hahas..dear i gif an honest ans rite?? so mus study ar... no motivation oso mus study..i shall motivate uuu!!! but u mus let mi motivate la...hahas..AND!!! Dear my blog is NOT DEAD okie!!!
hahas..its ALIVE!!!im missin u wor dear!!! can u feel it??? hahas...
MWACCKSS!!!
WENDY IS REALLY MAD!!! LOLS!!!
okay okay...i shall stop here for today...
:):):)

Wednesday, October 3, 2007 { 7:38 PM }

Today i was indeed a pig yea..hahas..i sleep almost every lesson today..i dunno why too..i jus keep falling asleep..even though i slept quite earli last nite at about 12.45plus...hahas,,

well..maybe i'm too tired le ba...hahas..

i suddenly felt tat dear long time didnt praise mi or sae he miss mi le..why?why?why?hahas..im going mad soon..thinking so much everyday..well..all i noe tat he lub ni can le rite?

but i just lyk his concern for mi.. eg...calling mi n ask whether i reach home le ma?

whether i eat le ma?n last of all..those sweet words tat i lub to hear..its really been a long time since he ask mi those questions..well..just hope tat slowli by slowli he will ask mi those questions back again..:)cos i simply lub it as it show tat he care for mi alot..

'O' level is really reaching soon..so fast so fast!!!

i must must really study but i dun hv e motivation..every time i wud fall asleep whenever i hv book infront of mi....lols..

Tis few days i dun hv e mood to go to skl too...skl is lyk so boring n will made mi fall aslp de...hahas..its just simply tat IM LAZY!!!lols...

well...i guess i shall stop here today..:)

TML SHALL BE A BETTER DAY YEA...:)