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Saturday, August 29, 2009 { 12:29 AM }

Have alot in mind to type out, but when typing, i have no idea what to type in here. I honestly admit that i dun like bf to go to pub and drink but it's his entertatinment and the things he enjoyed with his brothers and what's most important is that he's happy. So i shouldn't be selfish and stopping him to do what he likes, but I just feel insecure and worry a lot when he's going to pub with friends. i did not tell him about it till just now, i texted him and told him. Hopefully, it wont spoiled his mood cos i dun want it to happen that way.i just want to let him know what i'm thinking and at the same time i feel happy when he's happy too.(:
Well, i told myself to stop thinking negatively but it's useless..it just keep hanging around in my mind like i dun want it to but cant't help it!!!=/
yup, one more thing that trouble me in mind is bf msn's pm,:( wondering what happened to him.But i know he doesn't like me to ask him about.Hopefully he will tell me about it when he feel like.

I feel that they are so unfair, why do i have to help them during each and every of my holiday while sis can go out and enjoy herself during hoiliday.it's really unfair and i kinda numb alr.i dun have time to meet every of my fren.i feel so stuck and time is always never enough for me. i want to enjoy my holiday like the rest of my frens but i cant. sad*.. life is always unfair. =/

I think i'm going to sleep or what, feel so tired yet not sleepy.
Hope bf is enjoying with his fren and im sure he is=)..
Hope that i can erased every troubles in me which is impossible.
sweet dreams to myself :) and all of u! :D

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009 { 9:13 PM }

It's been quite sometime since i update it, shall try to update regularly due to GER who always asked me to update!(:
Yesterday was the last day of sem 1, was very reluctant and sad to change class, i love W46A! After communication's UT, all of us took pictures together to keep as memories. I almost teared durin that moment, Ger got me a really touching and sweet present, Din bought foe me"gloves" hahahha! and a very very touching ppt he prepared for me and ger(:. I admit i teared when i look at both of the present, was so touching and sweet..thanks you BFF!!<3
Dine! I read every single happy pills that u have spent time to write it, i feel so glad and happy to know YOU! love u Ger!!:D
Not forgetting the rest of W46A,i will miss every single of u guys! enjoy the 5weeks of holidays yeap!:)

For today, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO EMILY CHOO!<3
hope u did enjoy yesterday and also today with ur dearest or friends!(:

GER<3

W46A<3

birthday gal!=)

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Wednesday, August 5, 2009 { 8:58 PM }

Whenever i feel down, i will think of this blog of mine though i seldom update it. Just now things happened, i feel really down and dun wish to talk at all, just wish to type out how i feel. I love to eat but today, i nv eat my dinner. i feel so hungry but just dun feel like eating. T.T