WENDYQUEK

2010-08-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

Bo Gek dear! ahaha!
It's been so long i blog! heh heh.Cause im lazy and just lazy. These few days i help Bf to pack his things to move to his new house..it was then i realize, moving house is so troublesome,tiring and cost so much money!
But I'm happy for him cause after so many months of improper place for him to stay, he finally got a proper place and pretty room to live in. =)
I don't know why, but i miss u suddenly now.. hmm.. cause sensitive pig fall asleep already! :(
so many things for me to do yet undone.. very stress but I'm not doing anything about it.oh gosh. =/
i need motivation! but then, i need money too! aahahhaha..
okay, i have nothing in mind to type already.
Gudnight dear rotting blog! :)

2010-05-26T23:42:00.001+08:00

so broke . Sigh :(

2010-05-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

I've been so nonsensical recently.. Giving dear so many nonsenses and craps, but i wanna thanks him here.. I feel so lucky and blessed to be with him and he's always encouraging me when i feel discouraged and down. When i got blister on my feet because of the shoes, so pain that i can't walk properly during school, he is so sweet to travel from his school all the way to causeway pt and buy me a flip flop from checks to give me a big surprise by waiting outside my class to let me change out of my painful shoe. Isn't that so sweet of him? that was his first time to come to RP, and he managed to find my class which is so impossible for the first time thanks to Geraldine's helps too! hahahha (: ..When i was about to go home and suddenly see him outside my class, at that moment i feel so surprise, happy and touched for what he done for me. i gave him a happy smile and he gave me a cute smile too!
So yes, that moment of surprise is video down in my brain and heart from that day , i was smiling and laughing all the way till i reached home after dinner. haha, thank you baby! (:

I remembered clearly all the things he have done for me, really. and i really appreciate very much.
Baby, thanks for treating me so good and super nice. i know i have been rather bad and and very bad recently, im sorry and i feel really guilty each time i make u sad. sorry!!!
love you very very much! :D

2010-04-23T00:03:00.004+08:00

sometimes,it's just better to keep everything to yourself. Saying out doesn't help at all time. Awful life.

2010-04-21T01:26:00.001+08:00

i have no idea why i still mind about her so much, i really dont know why! I shouldn't ask so much and it's all nonsense that i have ask. Stop it wendy quek,u're truly retarded!
Hmm, i'm a rotten person, i need somebody to cut that rotten part of me away so that i can be a shiny and pretty apple tat makes everyone happy when seeing me. school makes me feel cranky and lonely at times. I hate going to school to study, got to drag myself out of the bed to bath and then school. I miss holidays and days spend with bf.

2010-03-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

i'm always being position after ur frens. yes, that's what and how i feel always.

2010-03-18T15:01:00.003+08:00

Long time since i blogged. im busy and lazy at the same time. Above are some pictures that are scan from rthe neoprint. Its been ages since we took neoprint together. hahhha! So that day suddenly have the urge to take and yes, very happy! hahahhah.
i love holiday but i hate working. i love being with baby but i hate leaving him alone when it's time for me to go home. that kind of feeling suck.
Love to see messages by him when i wakes up and it make my day so happy! Having breakfast with him is one of my greatest joy though its just a few hours but i cherished every single moment of it.
He's sweet to me when he know im havin cramps. He ordered hot soup and warm milo for me. Yes, i'm very touched by all these little things but it's the thought that is more impt. I appreciate every single little things he does for me and i feel blessed to have him.
He came to gimme a little surprise when i'm working, aww..im very happy but yea i hide it to myself . HAHA!
Okay, i miss him and i keep talking about him. im crazy but i mean all my words here.
Dear failed his FTT and im kinda surprise, i thought he was joking when he called me but its true. Don't give up okay dear! Do well for the next FTT, u can do it ! (:
I hope u read this post because its been a long time since i update and i dunno if u're still keeping track of my post here. haha!
OKay. i shall stop here.
Goodbye .=)

2010-02-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

Just one word to describe how i feel, 'stressed'. Just four more days to go, but four tedious days. =(

2010-02-05T14:11:00.002+08:00

i know im not the best friend best date best gf best daughter. in fact, a really bad one in all aspect.
i always know....that imma really bad friend.
its weird. but i never really try to do anything abt it.
at least, not enough, not enough.
i always thought im good, as a gf.
yea, i really thought so.
self denial plays a part.

2010-02-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

i have never failed to make him feel pissed.. yes, not something to be proud about but i feel damn bad damn bad damn bad. wendy quek, when will u ever be not so irritating?hmm. im trying very hard to study, but its so hard so hard. freaky shitzzzzzzzzzzzz!=(

2010-01-26T23:43:00.003+08:00

I will update soon, maybe tml. Cos I'm too tired today. :D
come back tml to read when I update k? Hahahaha! No idea who am I talking to also.. HEHE! Byebyee :D

2010-01-12T13:30:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps! :D
In class now, so so so sleepy and i don't feel like doing anything cos it's physics and i don't understand and i'm not motivated to try to read or understand it. I have got a strong feeling today class will end late cos its PHYSICS PHYSICS.. hahahha..
Okay, i know i just came to school and rot my time away, no choice, cos i need my daily grade to help me pass my gpa.
Oh yes, i'm very very happy cos after reading baby's blog, i feel that i'm not useless and yes, im smiling and crying when i first read it. Am very very happy cos he know i love him and he love me.. hahahha..okay, i sound like a retard..LOLs.. To be frank, i keeps going back to baby's blog and read it again and agaiin like crazy cause everytime i read it i'll feel good and smile to lappy's screen. HAHAHA!
Thank you for being a great bf, u're not bad at all.. :D Your post meant alot to me cos all the words came from the bottom of your heart and i really appreciate it very very much. <3

U're great in many ways u didnt realise it. Others might think differently of u cause they don't know u, but u definitely are someone im proud to know and be together with. thank you for loving me and i love u dearest! :)

Presentation is gonna start soon and i have no idea how i will be like a clown later on.. haha..

2009-12-31T20:17:00.000+08:00

hello! :D
Long time since i last update in here. This is the last week of holidays already! Time pass so fast and i wish holis to be extend though i'm dreaming as it will not happen. LOL.
I spend my whole of today at home and rot. Cos baby is working and i can't meet him as he ends at 10pm. I
miss him but i don't blame him at all cos we suppose to meet after he finished his wrk but he need to wrk till 10pm so .. it's not his fault, it's his company's fault..hahahhaha! I'm enjoying my day at home today and baby is wrking outside.. He's sick yesterday and today he got to work , he must be tired to the max! Take care my dear boy! drink lot of waterrr..(:
Yesterday, dinner with my family and baby is nice! hahahahha.. but the food so so only except for the la la which is much more tastier.Most important, baby enjoys too? hahahhaha..
Its new yr eve today! later at 12mn, will be a brand new year again! i hope everything goes smoothly in 2010 for every each of us!
Advance happy new yr to u all!! :DDD

2009-12-14T00:13:00.003+08:00

i miss you still eventhough u hurt me with words.

2009-12-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Heyo people and my dear blog! Time to update~

Been quite busy recently. Did not done well fot UT1, instead i done really bad. HAHA!

UT2 is next week, and i'm so afraid of it. i don't know how will i score in the next test.I just hope to pass and i'll be happy already.

Spend these few days with baby and i really enjoyed and love it. it's really awesome!<3

Baby is moving house real soon and it's tomorrow. He don't like it and i don't too, but no choice. We're all grown up people, we couldn't say no just because we wanted it.

I learnt how to be in others' position and think already. I totally understand baby's feelings now. He don't feel good or great at all. My heartache whenever i see him dazing when he's alone. He's thinking of things and i somehow know and can feel he's not feeling good.But, it's no point of me to just feel sad and bad.Instead,

I should stay by his side and accompany him and that's the best thing he need right now.

When his mum accuse him and nag at him, i do feel the pain too but i can't say much. But,i can say that aunty really wronged baby, cause he already done his best and i can see it.

He even washed the clothes and cleared mickey's poos and peees today which it's his maid job last time.

Yes, and i'm proud of him for what he did though it's not winning a competition or what. .

Bear with it for the next few months.Trust me, u'll get through it soon. i'm with you and u're never alone.

big big hugs!(:

I don't feel like doing RJ at all. the question is so shitty.

Okay, gudnight people..(:

2009-11-24T09:55:00.001+08:00

Some people laugh , And some people cry.
So when U and HER(R) are laughing, i'm crying.

i can accept if it's not so often like every single day. But it's not.. Both of u are msging with each other everyday! freaking scary and i feel so GOOD.
No mood for anything. Super late for school today..Didn't want to come, but yea, i came for the sake of jie ying and ming hui and Zi ya..
I know u need a good friend to talk to, but must it be everyday? just like a daily things u need to do? Am i invisible to u? i maybe childish at times but i definitely am not childish everytime. Stop using this reason for msging her.You make me feel so useless and just useless. Need another gal to be like more useful than me.
I'm pissed, sad and disappointed. I'm sorry if baby u ever read this post. I'm exploding already. i seriously am.
I wanted to lock this post but blogger can't unless i make my blog private.
This kind of feelings suck. i just cant seem to stop thinking over it.
I guess no gf can accept their bf msging with the same gal everyday? And if one day i don't mind it anymore, means there's something wrong already..

I'm seriously down down down. :(

Happy birthday my dear ZI YA! love u lots! (:

2009-11-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

Nose blocked

Tummy is damn pain.

Ears is blocked at times also.

What's wrong with me.. Feels so uncomfortable.. =(
Rahhhzz~~

2009-11-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

Heyo ! time to update..

Hmm..Went to Sim Lim square yesterday to send baby's adapter for repair, suppose to go alone but i don't know the way there so i asked baby to accompany me there.

They need five days to get it done, it's like so so long for just adapter eh..
Okay, after sim lim we went to his mom's place to slack awhile as we have no idea where to go.. Everything was fine but something really make me feel so down when i saw a name that appeared in his inbox.. At that point of time i was confused and my mood was all gone. i kept quiet and not being myself after that.
Trying to tell myself i'm alright, i'm alright as i don't wanna let him know about it.
But i failed, my stupid tears appeared at the wrong time =.=. i thought i can hold back, but i can't.
He knows i'm sad and yes, he gave me all his care and love througout the day. thanks and i appreciate it. (:
You actually know i mind all these things, when i thought u didnt know..lol, im slow and dumb. Yes,when u asked me" u scare u lose to her?" i can honestly say yes because i feel that i'm so much worst than her. I feel inferior and low confident.. but.,. nah.. (:
I will give u all my trust and love, but i just need more time . trust me.. (:
I love the feeling yesterday when u send me home..it's so lovely and sweet., thanks baby. :)
Everythings is cleared now. i will not think on the negative side but instead, i'm moving on and making a bright future. I think better now i guess? hahhaaa.. my little brain works at time.

Boy, do u know? U're still the perfect bf in my heart. it never changes at all..(:
I love u,ur singings,character, and your everythings except ur farts.. hahahha!
Nobody is perfect, so don't blame yourself for ur imperfect. u're excellent in many ways just that u didn't know. U're so kind always.. and remember u're not alone at all.. Many people cares for u my dear! (:
I'm imperfect in many ways and yes, u know all my imperfects ..hahhaha! =)

So, let all smile together. ^^

2009-11-20T00:25:00.001+08:00

Heyo my dear bloggy! did not update for a few days already.. Laziness strike me down..HahaHaha..
I will update maybe tomorrow or sat? Say till as if got people reading my blog like that.. Lol!
Okay, Gudnites people!

2009-11-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happens today.:) But there's alot i wanted to say but it's not convenient to say it in here.
I was pretty disappointed and a little upset when i know she and he is still msg-ing each other. I thought they stopped but yea. I'm wrong, very wrong.
I pretended i was okay at that point of time but i'm not. People always says in chinese" opened one eye and closed one eye"..I actually does that myself. haha..
But, im not going to care, not not not not!! wendy quek, come on! u can do it. u definitely can!!Just ignored and u'll be fine though it's abit tough. But try! try try!
I wanna go shopping, shopping shopping ! . but im so broke recently.. :(
Tomorrow got school, can i not go? i wished so .. hahahha!
Got to go, ciao! ^^

I'm such a failure. a super big failure.

2009-11-15T01:29:00.000+08:00

i kept it all inside myself. though i need so many answers to my questions.
i'm tired. gudnites my dear blog! thanks for being my listening ears my lovely blog!

2009-11-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

heyo my dear blog!
UT is finally over! less stress for me already, thumb up! But still, its not the end of it as there's still things troubling me. Gosh, why can't life be peaceful and trouble-free for everyone? i feel so pissed and stressed today, keep on feel like crying when i dunno why and the reason behind it.Raihana said i have got a gloomy face today and im somehow glad as there's people who care about me.Thanks Raihana! Thanks Eileen and fudin for sending me resources for maths! thank you very much! Though i don;t really know how to use that excel but i can keep it for next ut uh..(:

I noticed there's slight changes in my thinking and thought as well as me myself. i don't know what the little changes in me exactly but i hope to find out though. After maths ut today, walked to mrt station together with jie ying and then we went separate way.Jy went to her grandpa's house and i went to amk hub to meet baby. Wanted to catch bear bear to de-stressed myself and in the end, i wasted baby's money instead.=/ Cause it's so hard to catch as the catches didnt use any energy at all,it just touches e softtoyie and up .=.=
But, i feel happy still even though we caught nothing.lol.

Baby wet to BQ to drink so often nowadays, but yea im not the past me. i wont nag at him. It's his freedom to do so, i can't ask him dun go so often as i dun think he'll ever like it. I learned to think better now though when i'm alone i may be emo at time but it's part of growing up. I just hope that one day, what i wished wil all come true but i guess i'll have to wait very long.. haha!
Been listening to some same old songs again and again. it makes me feel calm and better when listening to it.
Okay, i'm done with all that i wanna type it out.
I'm off to sleep, gudnites ppl! (:

Though i never say anything, but i'm worry for u everytym u go drinkin.
be careful my dear.
imissu though i just saw u few hours ago.
gudnites (:

2009-11-13T01:01:00.002+08:00

Bad bad day! i nearly lost my darling lappy today! After class, went lepak at school canteen with jie ying awhile. We sat down and chat and ate some snack while waiting for ming hui to end her UT. When ming hui reached, we decided to go home and that's when i realised my lappy is gone. im feeling so lost at that time, and i tried to recalled where i put at.And... its in the toilet. JY and me rushed back to the toilet and checked, but its gone. I was almost going to cry but i didn't cause i feel really lost and scared. searched e whole canteen and cant find it. Finally, Jy and Mh suggest to go to one stop centre and checked if any kind soul helped me send it to there.

Rushed there, and asked the admin people for help and yes, they said they did received a lappy just now!
I felt so happy at that point of time! But they need to verify if that's really mine=.=.. Really thanks the girl who found my lappy! thank you!
I also wanna thanks MING HUI AND JY! they are more nervous and scared for me when i lost it..Jy run everywhere to search for it. thank you! i love both of u! They know i'm very scared and comforted me while searching. Yes, really thanks!=)

Dad found out about the accident things and yes, he's super angry. felt so stressed when he asked me for the detailed. and yes, got scolding and mom dunno about it yet. sis is so stressed but i cant help much. Her face for the whole day am so restless and stressed.=( yes, i wondered what dad will say when he see it tml.
i know he's angry, its natural.. But i hope things will get better.
Tomorrow is MATHS ut, and yes, i just look thru toll problem 2 and i stopped.it's like nothing get in my head at all.
Okay, i going to sleep already. Very very tired.gudnites ppl!

imissyoubaby.

2009-11-12T01:52:00.003+08:00

Had Bio UT today, wasn't that hard ,but same old thing as chem, i dunno how to do even the most simple question. I know and have a feeling that i will do badly for ut1. study is just so hard and tiring. i did study but idk why it cant get through my brain and stay inside. Just like what my dad said, i need to change the way i do thing. I'm slow in whatever i do, eating,drinking,studying,doing work and etc. But, it's hard to change overnight. im trying hard to change to a better person. i'm really trying. But people around me dun see my effort in doing so.

Okay, something real bad and scary happened today. I serously dislike those typical malaysians who speak like a babarian and shouting like a crazy woman. and those typical malaysia bengs. It happened so suddenly, i was scared by e scene and i cried. i know i sound useless but my tears just roll down so naturally. i feel so hopeless and helpless, i cant help my sis and how i wished papa were there and scold the crazy woman up, down ,left and right.
I thought of calling dear at that tym but i didnt cos i guess he's sleeping and dun wished to disturb him. And so, money is what people love. so realistic and argh.
I know she'e feeling real bad and scared.. But i can't help much cos i dun hv savings. i'm so broke recently. i spent all my money. i spent all my money for this week pocket money and even spend all that i have earned by helpin parent. Today is only wednesday. Nevermind! I will get to earned 80bucks on Sat & Sun.. Money can be earned back, no point getting troubled over it.

This coming friday is MATHS UT! i'm terrified and yes, feeling hopeless. Maths is never easy for me at all except when i'm in kindergarden? LOL. Just a word to describe" DIE".

i wished that u'll get well soon!
i wished that a smile will appear on ur nick soon!
i wished u're happy every single day!
i wished that ur dreams will all come true eventually.
i just love u so much that idk how to describe it out.

2009-11-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

Another Ut being ruined today, which is chemistry. It's not hard i can say but honestly, i dunno how to do! Out of so many questions, i only know how to do ONE question and guess what? i thought i will get full mark for that question but... i made a careless mistake as i did not read the question properly. =.=
I feel like really crying after the test but it's pointless cause i'm the one who did not make the effort to really sit down and study seriously. So there's no point pondering over it now. I'll just try my very best for the two other UTs which is Bio & Maths.
I sleep most of the time in class today as i'm not feeling well plus i'm really sleepy. Faci saw me sleeping and he even asked me am i alright cause my face looks sick. hahhaha!
I just done my RJ and Evaluation.. Everyday do the same old things which is so super lame.. hahahha!
I hate tomorrow module( physic) cos that faci is super nagging and always release us late , be it breaks or ending of class.
I dun wanna be late tomorrow, so hopefully i can wake up on time!hahaha..
Okay, gtg. Bye ppl!
Gudnites(:

2009-11-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hey people!
I had my PHYSIC ut today, just one word to describe it " horrible!" .. I totally have no idea how to do those questions when i read through it, tried using all kind of formulas i can remember but still.. cant find any answer to it! =/
Feel so like crying while doing the test cos outta all e questions, i only know how to do 1 or 2 qns which is like what have i been doing these five weeks in school?! hahhahha!
I feel super sleepy and tired today in class, fall asleep when other teams is presenting and when i wake up, they already finished presenting. hahahah!
Furthermore im late for class for about 6min? FACI MARKED ME LATE! hahahhah! should have take my time if i know she's gonna marked me late.
I went straight home after UT today, it's raining and i waited for 169 like so long to get to woodlands interchange.while waiting, i feel so tired and lazy and actually feel like cabbing home but i didn't cause its a total waste of money and so i waited patiently for e bus..
Reached home, i took my dinner and awhile more i took a short nap. hahaha! its so fattening eh but i dun care cause im tired.. hahaha!
And i finished my Rj early today and here i'm blogging and crapping.. waahahahhahha!
Geraldine Goh, thanks for all the encouragements u gave me.. u're loved by me! <3 ^^
Okay , gudnites people! :D

2009-11-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

Had my cognitive UT1 today, no idea how i have done but i really have no idea what all those qn is in the test. I just do my best and submit it as soon as i finished. Next will be physics UT on this coming thursday. Im afraid as i dunno anything about physics, i can't remember all those formulas. Its not like what i've been studying in secondary but more chim version.. Blame myself for always not listening in class.
Tomorrow is my dear ming hui's birthday! had a little and small celebraion with her during second break! Hope she will like the present i gave her and the card. it contain what i really wanted to say to u. (:
Cause i feel that birthday happens once ayear only, so its worth it to let the person be happy on that day no matter how much i spent and all.
Its been a few days since i last saw him, therefore went to find him after my ut today. But when i reached, that pumpkin fell asleep already but i did not wake him up. Guess he's really tired cause he snored. LOL! So, i went home after awhile.
I wonder if pumpkin miss me? hahahaha..
Actually, i feel a little disappointed but.. nah.. it's not important. At least i got to hear his sexy snore! hahahaha!
Did not eat dinner today as i dun like eating alone. ate one stick of my fav ice cream just now. nice! (cos my fridge only got ice cream=.= )
Okay, got to do my RJ and evaluation. bye people!

p/s : ignore my previous posts. switch my blog to private to myself cos i dun wan these posts to be seen.but. no point avoiding. i'm feeling much better? hmm. k, ciaos!

2009-11-02T21:33:00.004+08:00

i miss you alot alot. i miss the gentleness u treated me. i miss the jokes, chatting over e phone with u b4 i sleep, eating with u,going to movie together with u, hugs and many more. Now, it don't anymore. Everything is getting lesser ..but no point complaining cause its childish of me to do so. what i have to do now is " don't find faults , but find remedies". u're gettin more fierce and harsh towards me. idk if u noe and realised it but it do hurts.='( im weeping in secret where everybody is sleeping soundly. What u said yesterday was harsh and hurtful, i was actually so surprise to hear that from u. but it really came out from ur mouth and i have to accept the fact.
U love me but why did u have to hurt me with words and actions ..perhap it's all me that created all these craps.=/
life is not friendly to me these few weeks. it really am not..
i love, miss you but i cant say it as and when i wan anymore cause things is not the same as before anymore.
i can only say it thru here. i love you and i miss u ! did u hear me?baby!

2009-11-01T21:29:00.005+08:00

i'm depressed. tell me what to do.
someone just took a knife and stab in my heart. its painful and i could feel the blood bleeding profusely.
It surprisin to hear so many things which really stunned me to e max. from you. its surprising and very hurting.
i feel so useless and a failure.
im just like a old piece of torn cloth now. no value at all. people can do watever shit to this piece of torn cloth.:'(

2009-10-31T23:55:00.003+08:00

i had a bad bad fall today :(.. painful nowwwww...... bad bad day!

2009-10-29T01:05:00.000+08:00

WENDY QUEK! YOU'RE DAMN STUPID AND REALLY A RETARD!!!
why why why cant u be good and not create any trouble? why why why? go and die wendy quek! rahhz!

2009-10-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

Today is 27.10.09(:.. Those who know me will know why i love this day cause i met this particular person that make my life become more wonderful and pretty on 27/10/05.
He's Gary Tan, the guy that i love so much excluding my dad and bro. He's different from other guys, he dun do sweet talk but he show it with action which i think it's so much more sweeter. He tolerate all my stupid nonsense and treated me with care. He will ask me to drink more water and eat veges when i poo blood out. He will be sad when i'm sick and not feeling well. He will know it when i'm sad when i did not say out. He know i love soft toy and he will catch it for me. He knows i hate eating chai kuey with garlic. He knows that i'm most afraid of pain and medicine. He knows that i dun eat raw stuff. He knows that i can't eat laksa due to rashes. He's the one who intro beef to me and now i dare and lyk to eat beef at time. He knows that i'm super sensitive to being tickle. He knows almost everything about me.
I'm glad to meet him and be with him.loves!<3
I prepared a small little present for baby, but idk if he'll like it ma. It's not expensive or pretty, infact its simple and common. i personally think that its not the price that matters, but the sincerity and heart to it.
I really hope he'll like it and not find it lame.(:
I hope that baby would not give up his dream. continue to strive on and i'm sure one day, u will succeed! =D
B, i llove U!<3

2009-10-26T09:36:00.001+08:00

I'm in class now. Freezing to the max! My pigu is about to burst and tear soon, feeling so hot now. LOL. i went to the toilet for the third times already eh! =/ dumb pigu i have. haha! Today is maths module, headache!
Maths is totally not friendly to me, i can't understand and absorb well. I hope i dun go to the toilet later to poo again eh, my butt is burning. HAHAHHAH!!

Okay, got to rest since its break time! :D

2009-10-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

i cant sleep i cant sleep! rahhhhhz. How i wish i could take away all the troubles and unhappiness from u and u'll be happy once again. miss ur smile and ur contagious laughter which i will always luff if i hear it..haha(:
Cheer up my coconut. see you lyk this, wo hen xin tong. hao xiang hao xiang pang ni, ke shi wo hao ben wor. =/

2009-10-22T22:50:00.001+08:00

I didn't go to school today again.Its the 2nd time for this week. Overslept and woke up at 1pm. Feel so guilty to stay at home when i should be in school studying. So yeap, i stay the whole day at home doing basically nothing, like watching tv ,listening to songs, surfing the internet and sleeping. I feel that the time today pass so so slow.
Its been a long time since i really sit on the sofa watching the tv by my own, haha! I even watched the taiwanese drama that my dad love to watch whenever he's at home. LOL! I always say that that drama is stupid and yet i watched it today. hahahhaha!
Parent is not at home, the whole house seem to be feel with emptiness. i missed them. (:
I eat more today, ate ice cream(my all tym fav) and chocho bread.Its my first time eating choco bread, its nice and yummy. Thanks god that i have a bro and a sis. When i woke up today, nobody is at hm except me. feel so alone but when i'm using the lappy halfway, i heard somebody open the door, Its my bro! Somehow feel so happy to see him back home. hahahha! And yes, im so lazy even to go down and buy dinner for myself. Till 9.30pm plus plus, sis tapao food back for me! i love the feeling of people tapao-ing food for me,the feel is just so sweet and i appreciate it(:. Thank you my dear sis! =D
Yayyyyyyyy,i don't have to do RJ ,quiz & evaluation today! =DDDDD

P.S. Imisshimsomuch. (:

2009-10-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

What's happening to me these few days? If i ate too much, i will start to vomit out and feel uncomfortable. Tummyache, therefore i go to toilet so many timeeeeee... Butt is tearing apart soon! More worst is that,i don't get hungry so easily anymore.. =.= WENDY QUEK is so so so so uncomfortable now! :(
Will update on my bdae soon though dun have any big celebration or wat. But i have got many many good frens!

2009-10-12T22:07:00.001+08:00

Long time since i update. Okay, pretty much things have happened. New semester start for a week already and this is the second week. It's more tiring for this new sem as all the modules seem harder and more chimology. Can't seem to really absorb all the things that i have learnt. Met new classmates but i still miss W46A very much, sometime when i'm doing ppt and going to toilet, last sem memories will just naturally come to my mind. Awww..(:
Okay, everything is fine now and i love it this way. It's Peace and love now(:. Feel that im so stupid during the quarrel, regrets. but wat done is done. So, i shouldnt brood over it. I should change for the better instead! =DD
For today, it's maths module. Once again,i'm always rotting during maths cos i cant get it at all=/. Hopefully, my maths Ut grade will improved for this sem.
Okay, i got to do RJ alr. bye all(:
GUDNITES(:

I'm sorry for those hurtful things that i have say.

2009-09-23T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hello peepo(:..
Had a great day yesterday, went out with coconut and we went to watch The ugly Truth!(:

Nice movie to watch, so peepo, go watch if u haven!:D
Yes, was feeling rather emokid last few days, but its RAINBOW after the rain! :D Throw all the sadness and unhappiness away and stay happy and crazeee!(:
Yesterday, ate the jumbo chicken drumstick.It was heavenly niice and i'm thinking about it now.. haha! The delicious yummy sushi also, yum yum! Coconut love it too! LOL..
Yesterday after ending the conversation over the phone with coconut, i slept and i dreamt that i was still on the phone with him. LOL..and i was amazingly talking to myself and keep on " hello dear"..HAHAHA! i'm so retarded!
Okay, nothing much to say already..
bye ! :D

2009-09-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

Unbalanced / Unequal... Perhaps , u didn't realised that. But , deep inside me, i feel it. :(
rahhhhzzz.. feel like shouting all out and out.. left only happiness in me.. throw all the unhappiness away..As far as possible. Aww, i miss dearest ah yang so much as i did not see him for a long long time.. Must sort time out for ah yang also..heh(:..

i feel so so so so .. hmm~~ =/

2009-09-18T23:00:00.001+08:00

Done something which i shouldn't .. And yes, i have stupidly succeeded in making a person pissed off. :(
Told myself hundreds and thousands of time not to be so childish yet, i still did it.
If these goes on, i think i will be making my life sad by myself.its okay if i'm sad, but i make the person sad as well which is so bad of me:(.. Wendy! U're turning 19th in a month time yet u're still so immature and childish. :(
Rahzz.. i hate my childishness!!:(

2009-09-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

Wendy is feeling real terrible of herself now.
She

get jealous easily
cry like baby/tapwater
make people angry/upset always
dunno how to manage time well
is dumb and always say the wrong things!

Hmmm... rahhhhhhhzzz.... feeling real down yet dunno and why am i feeling so down!
Anw, accompany papa and bro to causeway today.. papa is very cute when he's playin at the timezone! hahahaha! Esp when playing bball and the racing car! LOL!!
Bf mention something about my fat leg today, hmm, sumtin which is nt praises but..hmph!
Shall start to cut down on my diet and weight!
Having running nose, nose dropping off soon...ZZZzZZZzZ
Okay, thanks for reading my full of complaints post!
goodnite to all(:

2009-09-16T22:01:00.004+08:00

Honestly, have been thinking alot..hmm~~..
I feel that u have been really very very good to me and u were a really nice guy ever! i said all those words out of anger yesterday, i really do not mean it. when i'm angry, all those craps and nonsense will automatically start..oops*(guilty:( )..I know sorry cant cure and make u forget all those hurtung words i said to u, i promised u and assure u that i will think calmly and not so rash when i'm angry ,lesson learnt! Thank you for being so patient with me always, i know i have hurt u much yesterday, im sorry dear. Guess u're cycling now, had a heavy rain just now and the road is slippery, hope u will be careful when cycling ..Becos im really worry eh but no choice , cant stop u from doing it. Sooooooo, Jia you dearest!=)
I feel so proud and happy when i saw the video eh, heh! u sing so well in front of so many many people!! Great improvement and u have done well my dear! how i wished i could be standing there and clap for you! Remember, u're always the best cos i believe there's nothing u cant do as long as u put ur heart into it(direct translate from chinese, HAHA!) .. :)

Hmmmm....Have been feeling moody whenever at home.=(.. long long grandma story so im not going to type it in here.. =/
Yes YES, mickey's leg is getting better, NO MORE LIMPING!! =D
Off to rest....
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loves(:

2009-09-16T00:27:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry, thousands of sorry towards you. perhap more than thousands, alot alot more. sorry! sorry seem so easy to say but it's hard. Hopefully u will get to see this someday.

2009-09-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

Mickey's left leg is injured, no idea how he hurt it, but when saw him limping when he walk, feel so sad cos cant help him at all.. He let out a scream when he's feeling painful, how i wished can stop the pain for him but cant, hope it will eventually get well soon, though he like to fierce me at time with his cute little small teeth HAHA*, but i still cared a lot for him eh, mickey, GET WELL SOON!!<3

Got to start saving soon, it's so easy to spend money but so hard to save money. YES, START SOON!

Bf is working,i find the job so not worth it but since Bf persevered on, i should support him=D..

sleeping soon~.. ZzZzZzzz

Gudnite everyone.. =)

2009-09-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!(:
Hope u're happy today uh!Threatening u!! ^^
You still have 22mins till 2nd sept.. hhhahah guess u're happy hour-ing now.. Enjoy!! love you! <3

2009-08-29T00:29:00.001+08:00

Have alot in mind to type out, but when typing, i have no idea what to type in here. I honestly admit that i dun like bf to go to pub and drink but it's his entertatinment and the things he enjoyed with his brothers and what's most important is that he's happy. So i shouldn't be selfish and stopping him to do what he likes, but I just feel insecure and worry a lot when he's going to pub with friends. i did not tell him about it till just now, i texted him and told him. Hopefully, it wont spoiled his mood cos i dun want it to happen that way.i just want to let him know what i'm thinking and at the same time i feel happy when he's happy too.(:
Well, i told myself to stop thinking negatively but it's useless..it just keep hanging around in my mind like i dun want it to but cant't help it!!!=/
yup, one more thing that trouble me in mind is bf msn's pm,:( wondering what happened to him.But i know he doesn't like me to ask him about.Hopefully he will tell me about it when he feel like.

I feel that they are so unfair, why do i have to help them during each and every of my holiday while sis can go out and enjoy herself during hoiliday.it's really unfair and i kinda numb alr.i dun have time to meet every of my fren.i feel so stuck and time is always never enough for me. i want to enjoy my holiday like the rest of my frens but i cant. sad*.. life is always unfair. =/

I think i'm going to sleep or what, feel so tired yet not sleepy.
Hope bf is enjoying with his fren and im sure he is=)..
Hope that i can erased every troubles in me which is impossible.
sweet dreams to myself :) and all of u! :D

2009-08-26T21:13:00.003+08:00

It's been quite sometime since i update it, shall try to update regularly due to GER who always asked me to update!(:
Yesterday was the last day of sem 1, was very reluctant and sad to change class, i love W46A! After communication's UT, all of us took pictures together to keep as memories. I almost teared durin that moment, Ger got me a really touching and sweet present, Din bought foe me"gloves" hahahha! and a very very touching ppt he prepared for me and ger(:. I admit i teared when i look at both of the present, was so touching and sweet..thanks you BFF!!<3
Dine! I read every single happy pills that u have spent time to write it, i feel so glad and happy to know YOU! love u Ger!!:D
Not forgetting the rest of W46A,i will miss every single of u guys! enjoy the 5weeks of holidays yeap!:)

For today, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO EMILY CHOO!<3
hope u did enjoy yesterday and also today with ur dearest or friends!(:

GER<3

W46A<3

birthday gal!=)

2009-08-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

Whenever i feel down, i will think of this blog of mine though i seldom update it. Just now things happened, i feel really down and dun wish to talk at all, just wish to type out how i feel. I love to eat but today, i nv eat my dinner. i feel so hungry but just dun feel like eating. T.T

2009-07-05T21:22:00.003+08:00

I have a lot of things inside me, but i don't know who to turn to. I feel so upset but don't wish anybody to know about it.
HELPSSSSS:(

2009-03-17T20:52:00.004+08:00

i'm damn happy!! cos my touch pad is back to normal!! hahaha! Thanks dear dear. u went to internet to find e solution for me..wahahaha,.
Dear,thanks for r mousey too.. hehehe:)
I got a new mousey.hahahhaa!
oh ya! congrats baby! u passed all sub! woohoo! :)
continue to strive for gud results next sem ya.jia you! :D

p/s: happy happy:D

2009-03-14T23:45:00.003+08:00

hello all!
in my room blogging now. i cant sleep at e moment. can somebody sing those song which make ppl fall asleep easily to me? hahaha!
Yes,i noe i'm being lame now. LOLs. listening to "ling yi ge tian tang" now. its so nice &sweet!! i love it.how i wish i can sing well..HAHAHA!
Ignore my previous post,i noe i shouldnt said those things.i'm sorry to HER!
Dear, i noe what u tryin to say alr.i was too rash &pissed off thus i say all those things,i noe its wrong of me to say those things abt HER. i get it already.:)
Oh ya,i didnt blog about Charlene.LOLs.that very cute & lovely gal. she's dear's cousin. she sing & dance well for her age,cos i dun think i can dance better den her.hahaha!
took picture with her & she do pose well & its super duper cute!!!:)
I guess children around yang yang & charlene age is super bubbly & cute.haha.
I'm done with all e enrollment thingy, just left e only giro form which i need to hand in to school by 31st March. its super troublesome ,went back to hand in those form for a total of THREE times!
But,blame its on myself cos i'm blur .i forget to photocopy all those important forms...
i gonna thanks both ming hui & zi ya for accompanying me to RP. THANKS DEAR MING HUI& ZI YA! :) i love e present too. thks PUTAO! :)
hahaha...

p.s. DEAR, I'M SO IN LOVE WITH SEAWEED CHICK! LOLS

signing off
WENDY:)

2009-03-12T21:24:00.003+08:00

Hello dear blog!
I'm feeling very down & upset.cos of HER.
Is money so so SO important to u? don't u think u're very VERY biased!
i'm human too alright,pls dun be so unreasonable.
Let me tell u something though u wont ever get to see this post, money is NOT EVERYTHING!its e cares,loves& concern tat matters OKAY?
Stop being unfair & so irritating,everyday saying about e SAME OLD THINGY!i'm sick of it alr!
i'm so so so pissed off.
Cherish e person around u and they will cherish u too? its all BULLSHIT!
hais. nothing much to update either.
bye all..

2009-02-19T20:35:00.002+08:00

Went find baby just now in e noon..he wake up very early these few days,dear u're finally a human! hahaha!:)
Slack & rot with dear, have fun & laughters but also a little arguement with dear just now ..i'm sorry dear ,shouldnt be angry with u just now.. i feel so guilty & regret after that..
Luckily,everything was alright and laughters is back again=D.. thanks dear for being so patient with me! i promise u i wont repeat e same mistake again,i shou dao zuo dao!!!:)
i'll save more pi di for u de dear! hahhaha!! see u siam here &there is super shiok la! lols!=p
come pinch me come come!!! =p=p=p(zhi*?huang)hahaha!!
Went back home aftermath.. watch some tv & chat with joyce thru msn.. it feel so gud to chat with her after so long! joyce,update ur blog! haha..
challengin with joyce in word challenge...
bye all..

with loves
Wendy^.^

2009-02-18T21:19:00.004+08:00

Hello dear blog!I'm back to blog. I dun have e habit to update regulary so im sorry to my dear blog..:)

I shall update about Valentine's day! Firstly,i didnt went out with dear on that day cos i got to work,wasted! but nvm,everyday can be valentine day as long we're happy=)..

But i did receive present from baby! hehe, a really sweet & best present i ever got! dear did something he wont do normally just for me!

when i was reading e cards,i dunno why,my tears just roll down.. ahaha! but e tears is not sadness ,its happiness!

Somehow i do feel very touched when i finish readin it..:)

Baby,let both try our best to be e better okay?<3..

and yes,i do love e present! dun doubt tat i dun like okay..haha..
Last friday i receive e enrolment letter from RP, enrolment start on e 10th march..
Got to save money for my lappy..but i wont save from my food,i'll continue to enjoy eating.hehee..

I dunno why i just dun have e feel to go school tat much already,perhaps im just afraid to be alone .. school does not mean alot to me.. i dun like to use my brain to think alot.. cos i noe goin school will be tiring & stress..
I'm so gonna accompany dear while i can.. he always bring me laughters & joy! hahaha! we could laugh like nobody business... tats us!=)
Gonna post some overdue photos....

with love
Wendy^.^

2009-01-30T20:14:00.003+08:00

Gud evening to all!^^
I can enter poly finally!!!lols! I can be like e rest of people goin to school & study after one year of waiting! hahahaha!! im very very very very happy like hell!! = )
But at e same time it means that papa have to be working alone again..
i cant help him that often anymore.. feel bad & happy at e same time cos i hate people askin me e same old question again.. so im gonna tell those uncle & aunty at e market tat"IM GOIN SCHOOL SOON!"..
lols..i do sound crazy but nvm,its my blog..hahaha=)
Dear i promise u i wont run away or change myself after goin to poly..i promised!:)
I'll stick with u forever &ever cos i'm e cutest "lu dan",heheehe:)
Tommorow is sat,time pass so so fast.. i gonna start workin soon..
I gonna save money till april,earn & keep watever i can.. keep it up wendy!
Okay, i'm coughing as if i'm dying soon..going to drink 1litres of water! hahaha!
Bye all:)

with loves.
-Wendy^^

2009-01-29T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hello to my dearest blog!
It's been ages since i update in here.How's u guys? :)
Okay,though abit late ,but still..A very Happy CNY to all of u! wish all of u gud health!
hahaha.. i guess most of u started school already, work hard my fellow friends & my dearest baby! :)
I didnt get much ang pao but nvm,its just ang pao..what matter most is that i'm happy..lols.
Went out with baby in e noon,but i was so bad to be angry with him when i know he didnt do it purposely.SORRY BABY! but its just awhile.. everything got okay after that..hahaha! love you!= )
i was so "CLEVER" to wear heel today but in e end,e shoes wasnt obedient today cos its so painful after wearing it for hours...so i was struggling when walking..
when reaching paragon i saw the shoes shop & something came into my mind.. hahahaha..I bought a pair of flats to wear! hahaha! i know it sound very stupid but at least i don't have to suffer anymore.. i just simply told dear tat"e shoes so shuang la!"... lols..
After that we went to eat sakae teppanyaki,my first time eatin there.. its delicious,i finished all my food..haha..
Then, went to watch movie, inkheart.. a nice adventure movie..:)
last but not least ... home sweet home..
Tommorow dear is coming to my house to bai nian! hehehe! dear be careful tml oh! =p
okayokay..hope everything willl turn out fine tml cos JAE's result is coming out tml! wish me good luck..
hahaha! okay,nothing to blog alr.. bye people!

With loves,
WENDY:)

2008-11-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

I know its rotting ,im just kinda feeling lazy to blog.
sorry serena! i didnt notice my tagbox.really sorry about it! =)
Okay..let me tell u guys my story......................
everyday was e same to me cos i just feel tat my life is so lifeless. i dun wanna go work,i wanna watch those 7pm,9pm dramas lyk others but i cant.
i wanna go out & enjoy all i want without thinking so much cos my mom will give me e stupid attitute.i hate it!
Sometimes,i just feel that my life is boring and i dun have many things .its so empty.though i got u guys & dear but i did neglect u all all most of e time.sorry!
my time is mostly contribute to e ngoi hiang stall.=(
Many thoughts spinning around in my head now.
i'm worry for my results.i feared that history might repeat again.i know i shldnt think so negatively,but its so hard.
i wanna be a happy gal. i know i can but i have to stop thinkin so muchh.wendy! stop being so crazy!
hmm..
i really hope nothing will happen to u.i know i cant help much at all.sometime e more i speak or do will make u feel more irritated & unhappy.hmm. i do hope u 'll kick ur bad habits away & go to school more often. i know its tiring & boring at school but do bear with it my dear.
i know i shldnt say so much here.but i do wish & pray tat dey will be kind enough by helping u.
hope u'll stay happy & happy every single days .love u many!=)
okay.time for me to sleep.
Goodnite all.
sweet dreams.=)

2008-11-13T21:35:00.003+08:00

Had a nice day today! hahaha..
Dear & me went to find his mommy & uncle at hong kong cafe.. then,we order food.. i order yummy baked rice with fish fillet & lotsa cheesey cheese! yum yum! while dear order pork rid rice with egg..
aunty order other dishes as well..hahaha..DEAR! E milk tea was nice actually leh! hahaha.. its lyk green tea,i hate e smell at 1st but now green tea became my fav. drink..aunty gave me his warm soya bean milk.. i lub sdrinkin milk! hahhaa..=)
Yesterday went downstair with sis on a rainy day just to buy bolster! hahaha..
I look so stupid hugging e big bolster back home...LOLs!but,its worth it cos it do bring me warms & its just lyk hugging dear! hahahah!
Before dear went soundcard just now,we slack around at yck station.. time pass so fasttttttttt! lols.. i always hope time will stop whenever im with dear.. haha..i know im dreaming..

i love gary tan jee kuan aka something..hahaha!!! =)

Gudnites all... =D

2008-11-12T20:19:00.005+08:00

Back home..I'm feeling very tired & unwell.. walk in e rain just now... its cooling but im feeling sick now..=/

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I made u feel so pissed off a moment ago.. im sorry,for making u upset..
you always told me"there's always e next tym".. i'll remember it,i know i shouldnt be so sticky muddy.. im sorry!
gudnite to u,slp well & tml will be a better day..

2008-11-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

OH YA! our stupid faces ! hahahah! =)

2008-11-08T23:12:00.003+08:00

Hello all..=)

didnt update for quite sometime..haha..

I shall let e pic do e talking okay? i'm kinda of lazy..

Went out with dear last thurs to buy my present.. hahaha.. Then,slack around at bugis junction for lunch? LOls..After tat.... its e pic tym! hahahah!

my phone needs to go hospital alr.. its sick! sad=(

but nvm...its just a small problem,can be solve easily...hahaha...

Went to work as usual today..very very very tired! LOLs.. i'm strong & healthy so can stand it..hahahha! Oh ya,my beautiful sis drive us home today..

she very stable while on e road,so no worries! hahahha... =D

Dear..i think i will miss u lots ba.. hmm.. nvm,i can ta han one...LOLs..

Okay okay..im tired..off to my cosy & comfortable bed..

haha..BYE BYE all..

Gudnitessssssssssssss...=D

2008-11-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

Baby i miss u very v v much! being attack by stupid mosquito..Damaged my skin, mr/ms mosquito ,i hateee u for biting me....:(

2008-11-02T22:44:00.005+08:00

Hello all! im back!=D
I've been very lazy to update recently..LOLs..
JOYCE! i update already! come see come see! hahaha.. :D
Okay,exams is officially over! hooray hooray hooray! haha..i know i m kinda high & crazy..Tried my best for all e papers i took,hope god will let me pass,gimme at least a c6 can? lols..
Oh ya,joyce & alicia, no more tuition alr so cant see u all so often alr.. will miss all e laughter & gossips we had.. hahaha..
Do miss me also pls..hahaha..
This is specially for dear.....
dearest, i know its very boring going to school.. but promised me u'll study hard & persevere k? i'll go thru anythings with u! =D Love u!
Below is dear's performance...he did well singin wei yi ,though i know he's nervous at 1st.. hahaha..leg trembling... haha..cute ! =D
if he sing solo,that would be even better...:D.. waiting for my album! haaha! :D
dear is great man! i love listening again & again...lols..(do i sound pervert? )..
hahaha!
Oh ya! CONGRATS TO MY DEAREST SIS! she passed her tp..hahaha..
well done! u can officially drive now.. i'll be ur 1st passenger..=D
Okayokay... i dunno what to update alr..
shall stop here...
gudnites all..
=D

2008-11-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

hehe.. this is dear performance at nyp... haha... enjoy yo! =D

2008-10-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

Yo! dear blog!I'm here again..:)
just had my Eng paper today..I already done my very best in it,hope i;ll pass pls! LOLs.. Went to e ulu ulu school cos its very far from my house la! haha..
Next will be my Maths paper! must really really pass for tis paper ar! =D
Okay,i got to thanks ber ber for meeting me in e morning to teach me some letter wring & all.. thanks you ber! =)
Finished exam at around 6.45pm today,then went to find yang yang at aunty hus..
felt so happy always when goin aunty hus,cos i grow up there=D..
aunty always treat us so good & sweet..love her!=)
after that go home with sis & bro at around 9plus..haha..
i'm really tired today!
but i'll be strong & do maths revision later! heehe=]
Gudnites all..
sweet dreams..
:D

2008-10-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

Dear Blog!I'm back..=)
Today is my sweet 18th birthday! haha! Happy birthday to me! LOLs..
Well,i dislike today eventhough its my birthday cos i still gotta work.. isnt it boring? lols,but no choice..haha..
Went dear house in e morning before going work,he gave me a big surprises actually.Hhaha! he actually went to shop& save early in e morning to cook for me.. hee,of cos i was surprise as before that he didnt told me about it at all..
The big bowl of noodle with lots of ingredients was delicious & i was very touched & happy:D.. one more thing tat dear did was really kinda sweet & touching,he ask some of his frens to send me bdae wishes..haha..
Initially,he didnt say out ,only when i told him about it den he said it..
Baby,thanks for everything..In order to make me feel happy & sweet ,u did everything for me.. Love you many many! <3<3
Okay..to all my frens who send me wishes thru msn,sms,blog's tag& friendster... THKS LOTS! hehe..i'm very happy that u guys & ladies remember my bday! haha..wish all of u happy & cheerful always! :D
Dear,dun need rush for e present,i'll wait patiently for it ..heehe! =p
Few more hours & my bday ends... haha.. IM OFICIALLY 18 !!!!!!! (I'M CRAZY)..
OkayOkay.. gotta go..
gudnites..
Sweet Dreams..
=)

2008-10-15T16:06:00.002+08:00

Hello all...I know its rotting terribly in here,i'm back to clear it... :)
Been lazy & busy lately so didnt blog often, anyway,there's nothing much to blog either so i'll just roughly blog randomly.. hehe..
Well,exam is real real soon.. English paper start on e 21st of october,then 3 days later shall be my beloved maths paper 1..
Should i feel panic? i shouldnt cos i will do more badly instead..
So must stay calm no matter what,hhee!
As for dear..school start as usual, cant meet him in e morning that often anymore=(
but "there's always tml!" (dear says so:D)...
Anyway dear,i do enjoy being with u la! haha..U must study hard too okay? cos i know u can :D..
To ALICIA & JOYCE.. I update already ! no more rotting! hahaha!
OkayOkay.. In conclusion, this is all i have in mind to blog about..LOLs..
Dear, i miss u.... hahahaha=D
i miss my dearest friends too...=)
<3<3<3

2008-10-01T22:40:00.004+08:00

Okay ,i'm back blogging here:)..
Yesterday was a super BAD day! a shitty day indeed,being scolded like dogs~~~..She's forever so unreasonable & crazy,i can just keep quiet & listen to all e stupid insulting words she said..it's so hurting & heavy on us(sis & me), she didnt think for others at all..SO SELFISH! nevermind,don't talk about it anymore,spoiled my mood..
Okay,sure blog about u,GARY TAN BEI BI..
Ur beautiful ankle seem to be better as days pass by,jyjy!:).. Ur holidays gonna end around next week alr,so enjoy enjoy till school start! but don't forget about me when u enjoy ..hehe...hahaha..okay,something i always like to say to u,i love u dear!... haha:)..
Okay, i nv forget my qing mei zhu ma frens, Serena & lizhu! i miss u all too! hahaha! i always go visit u al 's blog okay,just that i never tag..heh! :) <3<3!!>
Back to myself, LOLs..i seem to be introducing u guys...hahaha..
I'm very hardworking these few weeks ,been doing many maths question.. I did burn some midnight oil too.. haha,i know its not surprising at all to burn midnight oil,but for me,it is! =p
Dear i blog a long long post today leh...hahaha.. =p

2008-09-28T22:57:00.003+08:00

Okay,i'm back again..Hello peeps..
Went thru my all my frens' nick in msn,some very high & happy, but some very down & depressed.. I do hope everythings goes well for them,give them my blessing though i'm not very well either..haha..Cos nobody is perfect so frens,dun be depressed! cheer up all=)...
Well,exams is pretty soon... very in fact,feeling stress & scared! Nobody can help me except myself,so i must do it well for myself,my family & dear :)
I don't know why i just can't blog long long post in here,no idea too..lols..but i can write it out in a long long page in a book.. haha! perhap i only talk more & bein myself infront of u.. haha..YOU! :)
Oh ya, having tution now is fun & enjoyable to me cos got alicia,joyce to talk with..haha.. though i always be the 1st one to leave ... haha!
Yesterday, johnnie,jesse & jasmine came to eat... hope u guys enjoy e food :)...
Okay okay..
Nothing to blog already..
Goodnites all..
sweet dreams... :)

2008-09-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hello hello...:)
Okay,didnt really update for e past few days,cos IM LAZY! Hhaha!
Dear's ankle is not okay yet,hope it get well soon soon soon! =)
Went to tution early today,study study study.. listen listen listen! lols,..feel really tired while listening to mr yap lesson...hahaha..im just a pig ..My face is getting outta control,i hate pimples,i wanna my beautiful face back again pls..:( maybe its due to periods? stress? puberty?(hahaha!!) dear if u saw this,dun laugh okay! LOLs..
i'm gonna to do sit up evrynite,to slim down my tummy..haha..cos wear clothes very very mafan..haha.. dear,my tummy is cute & unique okay...u want also don't have leh..lols.. jealous rite? i knew it.... :)
Okay,nothing much to blog abouit already..

Gudnites all :)
Sweet sweet dreams:)

2008-09-16T23:02:00.004+08:00

U've done well actually cos u didnt study much for e exam ..if for me,i thing i will fail more den one due to my cleverness..LOLs..haha..No matter what,u're always smart & strong in my heart..=)

2008-09-14T22:22:00.008+08:00

Happy birthday to yong gui! all best for u ! :)

Stress stress stress!Everythings suck.. i have my reason for doing many things.. perhap, it was me who just suck..im not a gud person..
i'm not emo or whatever.. just to vent out all my frustration & all..Environment causes many things to change... people do change overnites too.. Sometime,there's many things i cant control at all.. this is fate,i have to face it .. i wanna enjoy lyk some other teenage too, but im not so lucky lyk them...
i hate life,& fate...
Being human beings is truly hard,there's so many things we have to care about? i'm tired! i dun wanna care anymore & have more white hairs...its not worth it man..
i miss uncle,aunty & yang yang,miss their good toward me & their smile :).. love them forever..though yang yang only noe how to luff & all..lols!
love u too, TAN JEE KUAN:)

2008-09-12T23:13:00.004+08:00

My fav . drink=)
Watermelon flavour kit kat!yum!

Okay,yesterday didnt update as there's nothing to blog about..haha..Went to work as usual today,met some no manner inhuman customer..help dem clear table eventhough its not my job..its okay if dey didnt bother to say a simple "THANK YOU",They actually gimme sstupid face..feel so stupid to help dem clear,i should ignore them actually..stupid ill manner human!
Dear's leg seem to be better as compare to few days ago.. but its not fully recovered yet,hope it get well soon so tat pig can go out as & when he wanna:)..
Okay,"HOT SHOT" is a nice drama to watch but i'm lazy to go youtube or pipi to watch..LOLs..i think i'll wait till all espiode being uploaded den go continue watching..hahhaha!
Its weekends again & i hate it..cos i hate working lyk shit...
Gudnites all.. :)

2008-09-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

KFC delivery.. 6222 6111 ! ~~~ hahaha! someone love to hear me sing tat..LOLs!
i have nothing much to blog today...but i just wish to sae I LOVE U.. LOLs...lame post..
Okay..i think i m lousy at consoling people.. i hope jonathan/laoshu will get over it soon.. take care okay..:) You will meet a better one..
Oh ya! dear must be careful while bathing or anything k,i know i'm naggy but i just am worry... :) bear with it bear with it...:D

2008-09-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

I feel so useless when i cant do anything to lesser ur pains,all i can is just some simple things... i really wish i can make ur leg not pain at all ,pls god,dun let him suffer,its really very boring to stay at home whole day..so hope god bless him,let dear recovered soon...Today i did a lousy cooking,a really LOUSY one,so yucky & ugly..lols..but dear sae its nice & finished it,thks dear! i noe u dun wanna me to feel bad about e cooking..haha!
My ulcer is very very pain,how i wish i could put plaster on it ...

TO : Jonathan
everything is fated,i guess u expected it but just tat u ain't confirmed yet..do cheer up my fren,smoking does not help much either...hope u think calmly...

2008-09-08T22:17:00.003+08:00

My dear boy hurt his legs,its quite serious i can say.. i feel e pain when i see him suffering..=(Hope he'll get well soon cos i know its super terrible & sian.. bear with it dear,im sure u'll recovered soon cos u're always strong & fit :) ....mwacks!
Oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALICIA ! HAPPY 18TH! ALL E BEST TO U! :)
Okay,these few days is really tiring,hate weekend most cos got to work lyk dogs.. LOLs..But.....NO CHOICE!...
I got to really have more motivation,but i feel really tired...im a lazy gal as in i love to sleep...hahhaha,i guess nobody hates to sleep rite? LOLs..
Okay okay..shall stop here..
GUDNITES ALL :)

2008-09-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of my life..its tiring..I hate my life..i guess sis hate her life too... if u ask me whether money or freedom is important? i would say freedom... i would want to lead a carefree & happy life,even if i wanna go out or wat,i do not hv to ask for tat hard permission...i dun wanna work during weekends.. i wanna go out & enjoy just lyk e rest of e people... but.... alll these its impossible! mom,do you know something? u've pull e string too tight,really too tight... we're humans too..we're not working machine for u to happy happy shout at & bein a punching bags... we don't like either,pls spare a thought for us too.. we respect u thus we tolerate everythings cos u're our mom.. alright..gudnite frens...

2008-09-05T22:40:00.003+08:00

I did it,i really can cook la! hahaha! LOLs..i'm glad & happy that dear says its nice! hehe! hahaha! though i dont think its very successful yet ..i'm honest.. haha! Will do it better e next time round:)...

Today yang yang call me,he's very cute & sweet la! yang says: jie jie,ni chi bao le ma?"but its not very clearly pronounce cos he just learn to talk only:)..he did ask my my irritating bro too..hahaha!

Edited by dear :)

2008-09-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

Hope dear's legs get okay soon :)..so swollen! :(

2008-09-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

happy-ing :)
Saw one interesting board today with dear & zidong at golden mile there.. its written"nice to see ,nice to touch ,once its broken,its consider sold! " ...hahaha! We laughed! dear don't always get hurt leh... u not pain i oso pain la! :) hope ur leg will get well soon..hahaha!look like bak chang when its swollen... ugly! lols.. so get well soon! :)
Oh ya..my bro is okay alr,..he's not tat weak anymore le...hahahha! =)
i love being stupid & blur..... hahaha!
love love love ~~~~~~~ :):):):)

2008-09-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

nice b'dae cake ! :)

haha! (hello "xiao hei"LOLs!)

loves! :)

Dear hope u enjoy yeah? LOLs.... love u love u chen zhi guang!
Okay,back to myself..haha.. STRONG bro had fever today,but however my caring sis look after him today.. lols.. hope he get well soon! :)
Happy day! :)

2008-09-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to dearest dear !
Hope u like e present i gif u? haha! u didnt guess it urself,it was my sis who hint u leh...LOLs! Dear what wish did u make ? tell me leh..haha...
Okay...back to myself..time pass so fast..Now its sept alr,soon,it will be oct... OMG!
faint faint faint!

2008-08-30T22:35:00.003+08:00

Very very pissed off today...argh argh! dear,im so sorry cos everytym things happen to me,i sure complains to u about it,thks for lending me ur ears :) LOVE U!
Sometimes i'm wondering,why is she so unreasonable & bad to us? As if we did something wrong like that..i hate it.. we are not ur maid or punching bags alright,we're normal human beings! dear i miss u..

2008-08-29T22:40:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to ERIC NG ! hahaha! may all ur wishes come true!

dear wondering wat i bought for u as present? hehehe! Answer will be out on 1st Sept!

2008-08-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

Hello hello.. :)
Today went out with dear to watch" *4bia",its very very scary la! hahaha! i scream lyk lunatic...hahaha! dear was calm at 1st,but ltr on.......[haha! secret! :) ]before that,we went to eat MAC again..hehe,very very enjoyin to eat la... i have been eatin mac for three days...LOLs! but i love it! :)
took many many pics...we lub zilian-ing :)...... we bought a same design of teeshirt....ahaha! <3
dear thks for pamper-ing me la,hehe! i spend so much of ur money,im guilty de okay! =p
i LOVEEEE guang zhi chen! :)
okayokay,shall stop here.. GUDNITES ALL BABE & HUNKS...haha:)

2008-08-26T22:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EMILY CHOO MEI QI ... hahaha.. 18 yrs old le,legal age! =) wish u happy & happy always! =)

2008-08-25T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hello all=)!
had my oral today,it was kinda scary at 1st la,but after knowin some new frens,i wasnt tat bored ..haha! i think i did sumtin stupid today....ii asked e teachers how many questions she asked me in total? am i dumb or idiot? LOLs... nvm,what done is done..haha!
thks dear! hehe...cos dear paid for e dying of my beautiful hair...lols...mwacks! :) cut my nerdy hair...hahaha!
Gonna wake dear up tonite at 4am cos he wanna study for his exam... wish him gud luck tml! :)
yes yes,tuition tml again...tired when facing those questions.... nvm,work hard now & enjoy later.... :)
GUDNITE ALL:):)

2008-08-24T23:17:00.003+08:00

What a BEAUTIFUL day today! chilli sauce got splashed onto both my eyes,so hot & pain & starting swollen... i wish could die from sleep today so there's no MONDAY anymore...
keep telling myself tml is a gud & better day.... tummy cramp is e worstof all... in my next life,i wanna be a puppy tat is loved by its owner..at least puppy dun have stress & troubles & cramps!... =)

2008-08-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

I guess johnny they all must be feeling better now cos their orals over already..but for me,there's still a kind of weird feelings inside me,im scare but i have to face it...Mr Yap told me to treat e examineer as my frens n talk as normal.. lols..but can i? or will i start to be nervous in front of e examiner again? i hv no confident,i really do scare & fear of it... wendy wendy, u're so useless..LOLs!

2008-08-20T21:35:00.002+08:00

Cute ?Haha.. he's yang yang...e cute little kid... =) i love yang yang! :)

2008-08-19T23:13:00.002+08:00

Hahaha! hello all......:)
Happy time just seem to pass so fast la! how i wish time could stop when with u....:)
Time to do my revision... jiayou me!
GUDNITES FRENS ! :)
GUDNITES DEAR! :)
GUDNITES MARY! hahaha:)

2008-08-17T23:22:00.001+08:00

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2008-08-16T23:45:00.001+08:00

hmm.. hate it hate it hate it!! =(

2008-08-15T23:06:00.003+08:00

Nothing much happen today... 25 of aug is reaching soon.. scared & scared! dear gimme a hug on that day alrite? :)

2008-08-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

Okay okay!Update is here... hello all:)..
Didnt blog for a few days... but it hasnt grow any moulds or fungi leh JOHNNY! hahaha!
Went tuition today as usual, but i kinda hate those people making fun of ppl hu is slightly big size or meaty.. its like dun u guys feel guilty or bad when u're makin fun of e person? do those hateful ppl noe how sad will e person feel ma? They don't want to be fat either, so pls stop mocking at e person la! Nobody is perfect alright,every each of us has our imperfect... Perhap they're still young thus they dunno how others will feel ... how would they feel if their loved ones is bein mocked by other ppl? i guess they wont feel good either.. so dun hurt other with words too=)..
DEAR ,I MISS U! love sick again..LOLs.. :D

GUDNITES ALL =D

2008-08-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
I feel so irritated & moody after work..its lyk very sudden..must be pms!!LOLs..reach home see my bro's face more worst,cos i feel even more pissed off & irritated..he's gt a irritatin face..lols!hmm..nothing much happen today..Oh ya! dear i appreciate it though u never sae anything about it ..u scared u cant wake up in e morning thus u didnt slp at all.. :) hahaha!
Sis went to watch F.I.R concert today with her frens..dey treat her to e concert for her bdae ..hahaha..hope she ennjoy it!

2008-08-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

hey ALL=)!
As usual,went to tuition today.. those school prelims paper is so tough making me so angry while doing them..LOLs! cos i dunno how to do.. so have to think & think...hahaha..Do & think for abt 2hours plus,i decided to stop & went home..cos mom wanted to celebrate sis's bdae in advance as her bdae falls on sunday,so sway la! cos we have to work like hell... i ate alots today instead of her..hahaha... today "bei bi" called me in e morning.. he's e 1st one hu complete & leave e exam room.. woohoo! hahaha...he didnt slp yesterday nite,so as usual,he slept in e noon like pig...hahah!
Saw a loving sec skl couple today,they are lyk so sweet la! hahaha.. made me think of dear & me when we were in sec...LOLs..e days where we are so cute..lols..(pls dun vomit)hahah!
okay okay..shall stop here for e day..
Gudnites my fren,dear & all..=D

2008-08-06T22:36:00.004+08:00

i feel so sleepy & tired today..Went out in the morning today to find dear befor going work but when reach his hus,i sleep while he's slpin also..LOLs!then,force myself to wake up & go to work...so tired la... why must human work? Money so important meh?LOLs(money is damn important!)...YAY! Tomorrow no work but have to go tuition & revise my maths... i must work hard no matter how tired im ..I MUST! =D Can anyone gimme more support? hahahaha...
Just like what alicia said" chill chill," ..LOLs..she's cute=)..hahahah!
TO DEAR: that day u told me that u try to smoke in e dream.. i so scared u know! LOLs..its just a dream ,but i so stupid go think & think...hahahah! silly me.. U so hardworkin recently,take care dearrrrrrrrr..=D
Oh..sis,emily,eric,carmen & dear's bday is soon.. LOLs... lasohu i still owe u present..hahaha..
SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY! =)
shall stop here for e day... gudnite all..... =)

2008-08-05T20:07:00.002+08:00

heyhey~
i'm early today..lols..went straight home after tuition,so obedient of me=D..
hmm..dear "bei bi" make me feel that poly life aren't easy at all..he's so many projects to do,do till crazy ...guess he must be really tired.. I could only help by not giving him any troubles..=)
hope dear all ur project will be done soon den u wont be so tired le..haahaahaa..oh ya..dun stress on ur test & all...all e best!..
Not forgetting all my frens,to those hu r having test & all..all e best too! :)
i'm stressed too,cos my math i haven revise finish yet..must really pull up my sock le!
alrite alrite... shall stop here.... =)

2008-08-04T18:25:00.002+08:00

Yawnsss~~~~~wat a boring day la...But i'm enjoyin cos no nid to work..yuppie! due to e washing of market...but wed hv to work..sian la! hmmm..Can i say i'm a lazy gal but i'm a clean freak...LOLS...i'm lAZY only when come to work ..lols..
i miss "bei be" ....his creation..initially when he called me tat in msn,i tot he's scolding me but i tin it thru,he's callin me la=)..LOLs...
i wanna change my hairstyle but i cant tin of any...headaches....lols..:)