Tuesday, November 24, 2009
{ 9:55 AM }
Some people laugh , And some people cry.
So when U and HER(R) are laughing, i'm crying.
i can accept if it's not so often like every single day. But it's not.. Both of u are msging with each other everyday! freaking scary and i feel so GOOD.
No mood for anything. Super late for school today..Didn't want to come, but yea, i came for the sake of jie ying and ming hui and Zi ya..
I know u need a good friend to talk to, but must it be everyday? just like a daily things u need to do? Am i invisible to u? i maybe childish at times but i definitely am not childish everytime. Stop using this reason for msging her.You make me feel so useless and just useless. Need another gal to be like more useful than me.
I'm pissed, sad and disappointed. I'm sorry if baby u ever read this post. I'm exploding already. i seriously am.
I wanted to lock this post but blogger can't unless i make my blog private.
This kind of feelings suck. i just cant seem to stop thinking over it.
I guess no gf can accept their bf msging with the same gal everyday? And if one day i don't mind it anymore, means there's something wrong already..
I'm seriously down down down. :(
Happy birthday my dear ZI YA! love u lots! (: