Saturday, November 21, 2009
{ 11:29 PM }
Heyo ! time to update..
Hmm..Went to Sim Lim square yesterday to send baby's adapter for repair, suppose to go alone but i don't know the way there so i asked baby to accompany me there.
They need five days to get it done, it's like so so long for just adapter eh..
Okay, after sim lim we went to his mom's place to slack awhile as we have no idea where to go.. Everything was fine but something really make me feel so down when i saw a name that appeared in his inbox.. At that point of time i was confused and my mood was all gone. i kept quiet and not being myself after that.
Trying to tell myself i'm alright, i'm alright as i don't wanna let him know about it.
But i failed, my stupid tears appeared at the wrong time =.=. i thought i can hold back, but i can't.
He knows i'm sad and yes, he gave me all his care and love througout the day. thanks and i appreciate it. (:
You actually know i mind all these things, when i thought u didnt know..lol, im slow and dumb. Yes,when u asked me" u scare u lose to her?" i can honestly say yes because i feel that i'm so much worst than her. I feel inferior and low confident.. but.,. nah.. (:
I will give u all my trust and love, but i just need more time . trust me.. (:
I love the feeling yesterday when u send me home..it's so lovely and sweet., thanks baby.
:)
Everythings is cleared now. i will not think on the negative side but instead, i'm moving on and making a bright future. I think better now i guess? hahhaaa.. my little brain works at time.
Boy, do u know? U're still the perfect bf in my heart. it never changes at all..(:
I love u,ur singings,character, and your everythings except ur farts.. hahahha!
Nobody is perfect, so don't blame yourself for ur imperfect. u're excellent in many ways just that u didn't know. U're so kind always.. and remember u're not alone at all.. Many people cares for u my dear! (:
I'm imperfect in many ways and yes, u know all my imperfects ..hahhaha! =)
So, let all smile together. ^^
