Saturday, November 14, 2009
{ 12:40 AM }
heyo my dear blog!
UT is finally over! less stress for me already, thumb up! But still, its not the end of it as there's still things troubling me. Gosh, why can't life be peaceful and trouble-free for everyone? i feel so pissed and stressed today, keep on feel like crying when i dunno why and the reason behind it.Raihana said i have got a gloomy face today and im somehow glad as there's people who care about me.Thanks Raihana! Thanks Eileen and fudin for sending me resources for maths! thank you very much! Though i don;t really know how to use that excel but i can keep it for next ut uh..(:
I noticed there's slight changes in my thinking and thought as well as me myself. i don't know what the little changes in me exactly but i hope to find out though. After maths ut today, walked to mrt station together with jie ying and then we went separate way.Jy went to her grandpa's house and i went to amk hub to meet baby. Wanted to catch bear bear to de-stressed myself and in the end, i wasted baby's money instead.=/ Cause it's so hard to catch as the catches didnt use any energy at all,it just touches e softtoyie and up .=.=
But, i feel happy still even though we caught nothing.lol.
Baby wet to BQ to drink so often nowadays, but yea im not the past me. i wont nag at him. It's his freedom to do so, i can't ask him dun go so often as i dun think he'll ever like it. I learned to think better now though when i'm alone i may be emo at time but it's part of growing up. I just hope that one day, what i wished wil all come true but i guess i'll have to wait very long.. haha!
Been listening to some same old songs again and again. it makes me feel calm and better when listening to it.
Okay, i'm done with all that i wanna type it out.
I'm off to sleep, gudnites ppl! (:
Though i never say anything, but i'm worry for u everytym u go drinkin.
be careful my dear.
imissu though i just saw u few hours ago.
gudnites (:
