Wednesday, January 9, 2008
{ 10:43 PM }
I'm feeling veri down now.. i seem to be a veri useless person..i hv hurt mani ppl aroud mi.. i dunno wat shld i do nw..cos saying sorry arent going to help now.. i reli dunno hu i am now..why did i bcum so bad? i reli hate myself..reli..i wish tat i were not born to tis world.. and i wont hurt anybody..Now i noe y ppl drink beer n smoke to relief their troubles.. cos it help dem to forget things tat dey dunno how to handle..though beer may taste bitter but it help ppl to forget their problems ..so even a simple lifeless beer can cheer ppl up,y cant i do it?hais... i feel dead now... wat shld i do? can anybody help mi pls..='(