Thursday, November 29, 2007
{ 1:45 PM }
Hmmmm..Its has been quite sometime since my last post..many things is happening so suddenly..My mood is totally not gud at all...in fact..im feeling veri sad n empty in my heart..hais..On 26 Nov..my dearest uncle pass away..he's consider my ah gong to mi as well..he look after mi since im p1 till now..niw..he's gone to heaven alr..hais..its was just lyk things happenin ytd..i remember when he was alive ..he always ask mi help him to check his prepaid card de value..but now..i dun hv e chance to help him check anymore..he reli left tis world le..hais..i miss him..reli..went to uncle's song ka ytd..i tot i could control myself by not crying..but i cant,e moment i saw his photo infront of e coffin..i cried..hais..he was suffering for e past 7 month in hospital..but wat did he get in e end?NOTHING..hais..i dun understand why must kind ppl lyk uncle being suffered by a sudden illness..n den took him away frm us..isnt it cruel..hais..life is just so meaningless..its just so unfair..i have been feeling emo n sad all day since i heard of e news..i try to be happy..but tat was just a moment onli..hais..im sure aunty is veri sad too thoughh she didnt sae anytin..after uncle leaving us..i felt tat life is so limited..we should cherish ppl around us n not take them for granted..well..i will cherish all my frens ,family n dear..cos i dun wanna hv a second regrets anymore..hais..my biggest regrets i will rmb it thruout my life..feelin sad now..dun feel lyk doing anytin..wendy is dead..=(