Wednesday, August 22, 2007
{ 7:17 PM }
Bloggin has now bcum part of my life..Cos its a gud way of typing down all e unhappy stuff tat r bothering mi..I will feel much better and more comfortable after letting out those unhappy stuff which i hv kept to myself..Hais..i always make mistake which i hate myself too..but sumtym it couldnt be control,wat done hv been done..So to mi past is e past..I always feel guilty n lousy when i have done sumtin wrong..tis is mi jus e simple mi..
Crying is another way of letting out all saddness too..I hate crying!! bCOS my eye will feel swollen n tired..but im crybaby..haiss..blanket bcum my gud frens as whenever i'm crying,blanket will be e one accompanying mi..=)
Suddenly feel tat life is unpredictable..our life has been arrange by heaven..so things tat are meant to happen it will happen..So no matter how hard we try to avoid it,we will still have to go thru those difficulties..So i believe tat nothing is impossible..wats important is tat we try our best in wateva we do..=)
I cherish dear n all my frens n my family..widout dem life wont be complete..Esp dear dun give up..U still have mi..I care n lub u so dear pls belief mi..whenever u r feelin stress or down u can talk to mi..im most willing to share it with u bcos I LUB U!!
Dear bdae is coming soon..So i gotten save up all my money..Eat less n spend less..tat my target,..Cos i wanna give him sumtin tat he like n need..Seeing him smile i will dunno why tat i will feel happy too..Maybe tats wat call love ba..=)
Though i may seem to be childish n playful at tym..but im serious at tym too..i noe when to be mature n when to be childish..tats mi!!
Hahas..yup..i'm thinkin of wat to give emily..got to tin of sumtin tat suit her n she will lyk..=) *Brainstorming*..
Tomorrow is my oral exam le..Time really pass so fast n fast..how i wish tat e time wud stop n i can be wid dear forever..but im dreaming yea..Cos time wont ever stop..ahaha..I just feeel tat i have alr grown up n noe how to tin le..Maybe dear haven realise it yet..but im reli not so childish lyk befor le..Cos i dun wanna have any regrets..
TO: Dear..
i hope tat u will stay happy n cheerful always..Cos when u smile its everytin to mi..i miss ur hugs!! really miss!! just hope tat fri will reach sooner.. Baby!! rmb..U're not alone..U still have mi tis ben dan..
